Cliché with cheesy toppings

Absent Beaver.

2012-01-25T10:09:00.004+08:00

Somehow I wish you were here on New Year's , Your birthday, Chinese New Year, Christmas and all the other special occasions.
Too bad I'm not bound out of the country next year.

This sucks.

After this, I should ban myself from the internet.
As motivation and hope for a scholarship, I should ban myself from the internet and speak Malay.

Seriously sounds like a joke but what even.

Short post literally faced by evil

2012-01-18T15:27:00.005+08:00

This blog has been dead for a long time.
Hiatus or just being plain lazy to blog or decided that doing other important things like homework is the way to get in life?

Anyway, got my hair curled for Christmas.

Now it developed into waves.

Pedosmile goth emo scene punk whatever look.
I was just bored and felt like taking this. LOL

Asides from me hating Chemistry to liking Biology now, nothing much has changed since I grew 4cm from last year.

Last post of 2011, ever in history.

2011-12-31T12:59:00.004+08:00

Its been a long time since I've blogged, this blog might as well be semi-dead, or just regard that I've been on a slightly long hiatus? Take your pick.

In 2011?

1. I have failed more than 1 subject and didn't feel that bad because 3/4 class failed. LOL
2. I was the marching commander for the Marching competition and it was cancelled without early notice.
3. I fractured my nose due to the intense impact of a softball.
4. Yvonne pressed my nose to 'apply pressure' but my nose wasn't bleeding and it was swollen so I screamed profanity and almost slapped her. Okay well this shouldn't be number 4 but it hurt like shyt.
4. Had a proper slow dance.
5. Adventures with my fluffy started. Fluffy adventure , 1427. :3
6.Saw a real snake at Bako and freaked out.
7.Went rollerblading for the first time, and I can skate without the railing already , and I haven't fell once. LOL
8.Went ice skating for the first time and fell thrice but the technique was similar to rollerblading so I didn't spend much time wobbling around like the others. LOL
9. Had a wardrobe 180 degree change.
10. Didn't really meet a lot of new people who came to be important in my life, but received one special person.
11. Made my first 2 internet memes.
12. Played tennis for the second time.
13. Wore heels and walked like a giraffe on stage and got laughed at by a lot of people.
14. My javelin score wasn't that bad.
15. Sang in front of an audience.
16. Went to WSDC and didn't come out much of a loser. Well, almost below average.
17. 21st May 2011.

I don't think there's anything much to put in the list because nothing pops into my mind at the moment. I think I should go take a nap to celebrate this New Year's Eve. I'm not really in the mood for anything at the moment, the spirit is pretty low.

Happy New Year everyone.

I'm Karen Wong, I'm 16 this year and I can admit that I hate Accounts.

TWILIGHT.

2011-12-01T21:35:00.009+08:00

So basically if you don't know the whole Twilight world phenomenon fiasco blablabla, there's this guy named Edward who is a vampire who feeds on....animal blood , who moves around with his hot dayummm family from out of nowhere because in Stephanie Meyer's world, vampires don't age. Edward, the main character comes to love this random chick who just moved into town, Bella because he claims she's the only one he's been unable to resist.

Then in the second movie, or book, comes this Native American guy Jacob Black aka Taylor Lautner who is also hot shyt ( as said by tons of people ).

Oh, and he falls in love with Bella too. I have no idea why, maybe she was amazingly gorgeous for two mystical creatures to fall in love in her?

Adding to that, a lot of making out to feed the hormonal and lust hungry teenagers out there.

Why Twilight is hated so much? Maybe its because its overrated? You hear people talking about it everywhere and you're probably sick of hearing it over and over and over again. Unbiased, I can state that the book and movie is just so illogical you can never imagine this happening in reality at all. Adding to that the annoying fangirls who bash people up who call people fckwits for not liking the book. LOL

I'm certain NOT implying its not wrong to dream, but this movie totally made some people go out of hand due to obsession.

But then the reason why people like it because its a taste of something reality definitely can't give you.
Ordinary girl, nothing special about her in particular. Mom is not a movie star and her dad is just a part of the local police. Then two much-talked mythical creatures who are actually pretty hot takes a lot of risks to be with Bella and a lot of shit happens between their clans.
Well in reality, none of this is possible and yeah if a typical teenage girl were Bella she'd be like OMFG HOT GUYS ALL OVER ME OMG.

Watched the uncut ' Breaking Dawn' and I could hear people snorting and laughing out loudly when Bella said " If its a boy, E.J. Edward Jacob."

LOL .WHO THE F NAMES THEIR KID AFTER THEIR EX-LOVER; IN FRONT OF YO' HUSBAND WOMAN.

If I were a man I wouldn't let my wife go near her ex during a wedding. Strange things would happen. LET ALONE DANCE WITH HER.

THEN WTF LATER ON HE IMPRINTS ON A BABY HE JUST MADE EYE CONTACT WITH WTF I DONT UNDERSTAND THIS SHH -

In conclusion its just ridiculous based on my perspective because it has too much fantasy at some points ; I couldn't bear it. Nor could some of the audience.
ANYWAYYY

Don't kid me that Edward is actually not viewed as good looking for SOME people.
If he wasn't then this Twilight phenomenon wouldn't be so mad and the entire team Edward should be considered insane, in literal sense.

But....he just isn't my type after he exited the role of Cedric Diggory from Harry Potter.
I never had a thing for hairy men who don't wash their hair or shave.
Fun fact: I'd never date a guy with a goatee, let alone a beard. LOL

When the first Twilight movie came out everyone was raving about it. Robert Pattinson was declared the hottest guy on earth in an all girl's school/community.

Maybe when they discovered he was.... more to not washing my hair and not shaving kind of thing?

Uh...turn off.

So far not much hate for Jacob. Just a few shots here and there regarding his irrationality for going for a human girl and fighting with a vampire over her and fanservice.

He wasn't raved over that much in the first movie because........not all girls dig guys in long hair. LOL

So what do you think about Twilight?

Ghostbird tour

2011-11-28T00:27:00.019+08:00

First, who is ZEE AVI?

If you have not heard this song on the radio before and you're Malaysian; I will devour you after mutilating you.

Zee Avi, otherwise known as Izyan Alirahman was born in Sarawak, Miri and moved to Kuala Lumpur when she was 12. However she mantains the fact that she's truly a Sarawakian and stays firm to her roots. She's currently signed under a company called Brushfire Records, which is partially owned by Jack Johnson. ( Youtube Banana Pancakes ) :3 <3
Her songs have been featured on famous American shows such as Private Practice, Parenthood and even Gossip Girl!

The reason why I'm blogging at 12.38am at the moment is because my biological clock is screwed up from sleeping at 2am then waking up at 5am and then falling asleep at 7am then waking up at 12.30pm feeling like its 8am.

Anyway Angelo's dad sponsored some cash to the Zee Avi concert and had a bunch of extra tickets. Thank you An-Ju-Lo? :D
So then fluffy came along to my place and we took a taxi to Angelo's place with Kai Shin whom I met earlier that day. Who is fluffy?
This is fluffy. Isn't he adorable?

We were wandering around the area wondering which way we were supposed to go to and we went into the VIP room and ate Salmon sandwiches and ham sandwiches with omg such bloody amazing tarts wtf.

Poor Fernan didn't eat lunch and dinner and the chicken chop that I left in the fridge for him went to rot and waste and then decompose miserably in a high-quality container. ( Joking lah, fed the dog la. )

Red is Kai Shin and the weird poses is no other than Yong Khee Donkey ( Angelo ).

Oh, when we were at Angelo's house I finally got into his room. He just played a few Parkour videos and I went " Hmm yes yes yes Angelo, yes Angelo."

Anyway, I would be afraid to live with him because he breeds bacteria and E.Coli in his room alongside his other mad science experiments involving lighter fluid.

Lie down on Angelo's bed? If you aren't afraid of tiles falling down on your face or a fluorescent lamp that might descend upon your cranium , feel free to sleep next to Angelo. :D

Have butterfly knives on the recliner and the couch everywhere in the room.
Me: WTF ANGELO WHY IS THERE A KNIFE ON YOUR COUCH-
Angelo: THERE IT IS! I THOUGHT I LOST IT! LOL
Me: wtf... LOL

There's more to come. Its just generally indescribable how his room is just like.
Anyway, Jacques didn't come until a few minutes later.

*points to photo with pedoface*
Jacques: Who's the Singer?
Me: ZEE AVI!
Jacques: *points to guest singer* IS IT THAT MAN?
Me: NO. LOL DIDN'T YOU SEE THE POSTER?
Jacques: Nope, I just came not knowing who the singer was.
Me: *facepalm*

During the entire show, we were mostly paying attention to the drummer and the sape. And of course, most of the time when Zee Avi was singing. She sounds amazing live and her voice was amazingly flawless. She sounds GRRRRREEAATTTTT live omgawd did I just type that already?

Yeah well ,seeing a westerner playing the sape is just extremely mindblowing for me. Since we both killed the stereo-typicality.
*Chinesewhocan'tspeakchineseisblogginghoohum*

My favourite song out of all the songs sang by Zee Avi that night was Concrete Wall. The drum and her vocals were such an impact on the audience including me. :)

Best part of the night was getting close to Zee Avi, *starstruck*
I almost managed to take a photo with her but then due to people overtaking me because I was a small kid even though I was 100cm away from her. .__. I failed.

However I guess its not bad because she did notice Angelo, Jacques and I for prancing about by failed dougie-ing during one of her happy songs and managing to take such an awesome photo of Zee Avi this close makes me satisfied enough.

): The fact that I got so close to having her take a photo with me is just pretty disappointing. But I understand that she's probably tired and exhausted after performing until late at night. Angelo, Kai Shin , Fernan and I waited outside the dressing room for. An amazingly long time. LOL Probably about 40 plus minutes past midnight?

After being rejected thrice into the dressing room we left disappointed but regarding the fact that she's home, in Sarawak; that's understandable because the invited guests are pretty important to be invited. They were probably her family members and well. She must've not been home in Sarawak for a really really long time.

Angelo's parents brought all of us to McDonalds at Jalan Kereta api to have a quarter pounder and to satisfy our night cravings.

Angelo: Why would they name a road after fire car?
Me: Its train lah Angelo. Not fire car.
*Friendly argument between Angelo's dad and Angelo* LOL

And let this post end with Angelo's epic poses.

Kai Shin: OF ALL POSES, THIS?

And not forgetting buttcrack guy, which I totally cannot post up because I am certain not everyone enjoys crude humour.

Its amazing that most of the time I hang around Jacques we end up laughing like crap at the randomest of shyt. LOL

Wearing Putra's clothes to sleep because I didn't bring any clothes to my grandma's place. Cozy cozy. /(*-w-*)/

Doctor Hannibal Lecter

2011-11-21T01:38:00.015+08:00

Look at the title.

Now look at me.

It all started when my aunt decided to watch Silence of the Lambs ( Hannibal Lecter ) a day before she took off to Singapore.

As a few of my avid internet stalkers know, I am intrigued in cannibalism.
Throughout the entire holidays, I've been reading cases about Cannibalism in reality; Issei Sagawa and Jeffrey Dahmer.

The existence of such people degrades humans based on society view or simply praises them because of complexity and difference; I can't help thinking about what's going on in their convoluted mazed mind. I've always been a fan of gore and horror movies, I actually enjoyed the Human Centipede and I don't mind watching it again with an acquaintance to see their reactions after watching something incredibly disgusting.

Issei Sagawa today, still walks as a free man.
Okay well he is complex but it is still undeniable that he's another egoistic bastard for murdering someone , got away with it and feels no remorse.
I shall stop before he hunts me down and eats me instead. LOL

I loved the movie, because of the character.

Not because Anthony Hopkins was charmingly handsome for an old man but the characteristics which Lecter possessed. Maybe I was attracted to his intelligence and the way he mocked higher authority and got away from prison and practically everything else by escaping like a boss. LOL
A scene from Hannibal ( 2001 ) Lecterific dinner. Brains.

I would've chose the bloody picture with his brains out but I chose not due to certain circumstances. *heartattackgetsuedcoughcoughcough*

And in Hannibal Rising ( 2007 ).
I dont understand why people critique it harshly, I thought it was alright since it was all based on Hannibal's process into becoming a full-fledged serial killer and not like the other Hannibal movies with other serial killers inside like the Tooth Fairy, Buffalo Bill etc.
Probably my assumption is that most critics based it from the previous movies and didn't like it. For example , God knows how many reviews I've read for pointing out that Hannibal in Hannibal Rising was too human. Pretty annoyed that they didn't see the fact that Serial killers don't rise up in a snap. They need to grow too.
I'm not really bothered about other people's opinion as long as I enjoyed it regardless of everyone else's opinion.

Why I'm in love with the movie.
Okay the huge influence on a teenage girl.
HOT FRENCH ACTOR ALERT CALL 911 WTFOMGBBQ.

Presenting the signature Hannibal Lecter wink and a young Lecter making a shishkebab.

Nothing much, besides that the actor was amazingly hot Hot HOT, and the previous characteristics that I have mentioned above.

*swoons*

Too bad I'm no aunt or Special case agent. LOL

I'm so sick of writing my blog posts so seriously, so its time to loosen up a bit.

DAYUMMMM.

Okay, so you guys might as well watch Hannibal Rising if you're into hot guys and sadists.

Watch the other Hannibal movies if you're interested in Crime movies, gore and well. Lecter! :D

Sayonara.

End of Form 4 life?

2011-11-09T09:44:00.008+08:00

November.

Kiam hu's birthday and an outing with Boonie.

Asides from that, I assisted a friend in rough times.
Its human to not notice your mistakes until you've cooled down, or when someone else points it out for you.

When some redundant scumbag ruins your close friend's life,
You know when to butt in.
But I suppose its alright, I still do believe in karmic forces and the nativity of the preteen years always teaches unforgettable lessons.
After all, the poor lass is only 14.
Perhaps a few more years will teach this chap a few more lessons.

Form 4 life just ended for me.
I'm actually quite sad with form 4 life and it has been...extremely eventful for me.
As the year is about the end, I'm glad I had a chance to be in 4science2 whilst being terrorized by Accounts and Additional Mathematics.

I'm in a terrible mood to blog but then again, I'll regret it if I don't record anything down.

Gonna miss sitting on the same table with Guinevere and Jesslyn and having Gertrude the chemistry genius and Seh kia in the class. They're going to graze on greener pastures.

The fact of becoming a form 5 and a step nearer to SPM is frightening.
There were actually candidates who were warded into hospital due to over-exceeding stress caused by this exam, I kid you not.
Maybe I'm just exaggerating but still, there's no running away from the future ahead.

Happy 6th month anniversary to us too Fernana Banana. (:

Friendship.

2011-10-29T13:19:00.018+08:00

Its been ages since my previous post. Ages. Eons.

My results are tremendously falling.

Being in form 4 is difficult for me to cope in. I've always been the type of student who depends more on General knowledge without the assistance of scientific theory.

To cut a long story short, its just deteriorating at a speedy state.

I've been busy with ton of things and yes, I've been making extra time for that special someone.

Our relationship is seriously incomprehensible unless you are me.

Its not that I don't trust you not telling you about how our relationship runs, its just that I want my privacy to be respected.

Friends. Friends. Friends. Friends.

Everyone has them. Friends in general , are those who keep you company and people who you share moments with. Friends could be merely be counted as acquaintances. Small talk, nothing much, not big. Just a hey or a hi, no conversation started.
There are best friends. People who you tell everything. Everything. When I mean everything, I mean everything. Your weird quirks, your daily routine, little facts about you.

They know a hell lot. Everything.

There are fake friends who would just befriend you for popularity of your liquid assets.

There are real friends who would stay up at night with you, just to talk to you at 1am in the morning or 3am just to find out whether you're okay or not.

There's your girlfriend or boyfriend who shows affection to you and he or she could be categorized under real friends, fake friends, best friends etc.

You can gain friends through time, trust through time, new friends through time.
However you can lose friends through time, their trust through time and also, inevitably lose friends through time.

Friends fall apart when someone stops trying.

One of the reasons why you stop trying is because of incompatibility.
Perhaps we were best friends when we were 4. At 16, I could be a drunkard and you could be this little angel and we're two totally different things.
People are friends with you for certain qualities. If I became a totally different person, I highly doubt they would be standing right next to me being totally supportive about things they think that are wrong. If we can't get a mutual agreement; When it gets to hard,we eventually leave and start anew.

Number two. Broken trust.
This one bloody hurts the most. That person might have abused you or have taken you for granted. Trust is slowly built up and it can fall apart in any second due to a mistake regardless of magnitude. This will forever haunt you and it will probably heal, or NEVER heal at all. That scar will remain forever. Its just your choice to forget about it, move on or rebuild it back together again.

One of the reasons is because time pulled us apart.
We don't spend enough time with each other anymore due to reasons like schoolwork, occupation with something else or other personal problems.

Another factor that plays a role in this is distance.
Even though with technology. How much time do we actually truly spend bonding over the internet? Does internet bonding really work? How effective is it? Is it highly affective?
From my perspective it is difficult. But not impossible. Yet the effort put into this has to go a further distance.
The lack of physical activity together like sports or hobbies.
It can actually pull you apart.

This is a famous one. Misunderstanding.
We let a stupid misunderstanding tear our friendship apart. I don't have to explain this, everyone should know what I mean.

Finally, the final factor that plays is neglect.
Remember me? We used to talk everyday and talk in school, on MSN, skype, wherever. We used to talk about the world. We used to talk about everything.
Then when I got occupied in something else, maybe I was neglecting you.
You didn't understand my condition and perhaps I didn't understand yours.
You just stopped trying after I just gave a hi and bye daily.

Even though we're probably won't be close anymore or as before.
I'm thankful to those of my friends who have been there for me through thick and thin.
Thank for sharing all those memorable times with me. Thanks for letting me tell you my problems and keeping my secrets. Thank you for asking about my well-being , for truly caring about me. Thank you for teaching me things when I was wrong. Or when I was in dire need of help.

Although we're not good friends anymore.
I appreciate everything you all have given to me, throughout everything.

My intentions to spend time with my friends during the holidays probably would be crushed. But it doesn't mean I'll stop trying.

I thank Fernan for being understanding towards how I feel about proper time management with my friends and him after all the drama and this friendship fiasco.
Time to start rebuilding back what I've lost.
It might not be effective. I might not have everything back.

But its better to try than be in denial everyday.

Btw, that's a cat.

September

2011-09-27T15:24:00.003+08:00

September wasn't a breeze for me.

It seemed like nothing was happening.

Well , a series of events that weren't very stressful followed up by an event that I'll never forget.

I stopped blogging because.

As I've mentioned before.
There's someone to tell all these things too.
But since then I've become much more bitter.
Sour and over-expectant ; when I can't even help it.

It burns more than a thousand suns.

Anti-Tick

2011-08-31T13:57:00.002+08:00

So I was petting my pet dog Furlina a day after I gave moo moo a bath.
Moo moo hasn't taken a bath in AGES.

I can't recall the last time I gave moo moo a bath, I think since Chinese New Year?
Bad owner I am!

So as I was petting my comel Furrie, some rounded squishy thingy crawled onto my fingertips.

LE TICK.

The last time I was cruel with ticks was when I boiled about 100 ticks in a pot at my grandmother's house and she said it was the best way to eradicate them.

Aim: To investigate the killing of ticks by using several methods of eradication.
(a) Inceneration
Hypothesis: Ticks were meant to be killed in many cruel and torturous ways for the entertainment of homo sapiens.

Apparatus and Materials
Tick(s), Cooking stove,

Procedure

1. Remove tick from Furry companion.
2. Incinerate tick on cooking stove without the presence of mother/guardian/father/relative.
3. Continue heating the tick as it slowly turns into a charcoal-like colour and the ~~aroma of tick-killing-goodness is present~~ smell of charcoal is present.
4. Continue heating the tick for self-amusement.
5. Remove the tick with a pair of chopsticks that you never ever use anymore onto the kitchen sink.
6. Take a photo of the last sequence before you crush it.
7. Crush the parasite that caused you hatred which derived from a tick-infested-itchy dog.

Observation: The tick reduced to ashes.
Inference: The experiment conductor's hatred towards ticks allowed the experiment to run through smoothly.
Conclusion: Ticks were meant to be killed in many cruel and torturous ways for the entertainment of homo sapiens.Hypothesis is accepted.

I hate parasitic insects, whether they're mosquitoes ticks or fleas.
Doesn't make me an animal hater does it? I still aspire to be a vet.
Maybe partially; but based on the food chain, domesticated darlings are mypersonal favourite.

Too bad nyamuk.
Based on the previous post where they bit me and pointed this out,
This means war parasites.
Fern Fern is excluded since he is a saprophyte and not a parasitic plant.

Punjabi suitehdehs

2011-08-25T16:20:00.003+08:00

Happy Merdeka Celebration day in advance Malaysia? :D

The Punjabi suit borrowed from Zhua.

The play was a blast.

Now in conclusion I have 3 bruises on my knee.

Funnily enough , a lot of people thought I was really in pain. LOL

Was humoured by how many people actually went up to me and said " Karen. Are you okay?" In a serious tone. LOL

Technically I was injured on stage but the bruises aren't that bad so yes, I'm perfectly normal...?
It ended up really fast yesterday, everything was wrapped up pretty well.

The video will be up soon, hopefully ~~not~~ .

August 2011 so far?

2011-08-23T15:10:00.003+08:00

In a nutshell, AGM was a blast. Got an awesome top from my senior Emmeline. :B

Felt the true wrath of mother nature at a nearby park. Photo above conveys her anger towards me.

Assurance that its 100% unedited and realistic, you can come up to me and check out the scar on my knee.

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Not wearing this Cheongsam as planned for Merdeka day.

Will be wearing a sari I borrowed from Zhua.

Why?

I was somehow placed as an Indian who gets killed by a platoon of Japanese troops?

Irony?
They're all Red Crescent members.
Except for me who gets killed.

Practice was horrendously frightening as my hair got stepped on as I was pulled backstage, I got groped ( Not boobs ) unexpectedly and kicked by accident.

Problems.

2011-08-18T15:22:00.002+08:00

I've become vainer.

But I suppose that's a good thing.

I wish I could believe everything positive I hear and see.

God help me.

Prodigal Child

2011-08-13T08:27:00.017+08:00

Updates,

Exams are finally over.
I'm going to fail add maths. Oh well, at least I past the second exam.

The marching competition that my juniors and I practiced so hard for was cancelled.
Cancelled.

CANCELLED.

After 2 weeks of intensive training during our mornings on holidays, its cancelled?
To put this short,
I was so shocked when I received the news at the doctor. Imagine the doctor's reaction responding to my flabbergasted face along with my twitching left eye.
I was at the same time relieved but the outcome of crap smothered onto my face resulted me to be tumultuous for quite a period of time whenever I was alone.

I even bought the slacks for the competition with my own money and it was Rm40. Yeah sure, call me a cheapskate but now these pants are of no use for me or anyone at all.

Why was I at the doctor?

Well recently I fractured my nasal bridge. 2 weeks before exam or was it a week before? I'm not quite certain but since then I've been afraid of softballs that its not even funny.

The pain was tolerable for awhile thanks to painkillers but the psychological pain was the catalyst of my suffering that deprived me from having proper sleep.
Whether I need surgery. Staying out of school for months. A consensus of people commenting about my accident. Living with a disfigured nose. Being uglier than I previously was.

A precise verdict was impossible then; even the x-ray couldn't prove whether surgery was needed or not due to the crazy swelling. Even after a week, the swelling only subsided a tad bit.

When people told me it looked fine or I looked better or I could request for the perfect nose when the swelling was still visible was the worse part.

Then I asked myself.
How are these comments affecting me?
I deciphered these implications into conclusions based on my personal thesis.

1. I still look ordinary, nothing much.
2. You look better with your new nose after the accident.
3. You can get the perfect nose now.

Implication 1.
I don't know whether to view this in a negative manner or not. Maybe they were just trying to reassure me that nothing bad will happen or ever did happen. Or they didn't really bother to inspect and took that as a one look glance response towards my 'new' nose.

Implication 2
Negativity speaks that I was uglier before.
Positivity says I should be grateful that my nose doesn't look that disfigured.
However the swelling was still there so the positivity doesn't really kick in and the negativity is probably the most believable answer at that point.

Implication 3
I can have the dream nose or the desired nose I want.
Albeit, I don't believe corrective surgery was taken into account but plastic surgery.
So my nose wasn't perfect before to other people.
Nor was it to me.

A few days after that a lot of bad luck stormed about in my family and my friends.
Was God trying to tell me something?

This might seem cheesy *hence my blog name* but it was so. Convincing.
I've never felt anything like then in my entire life.
Or maybe this is just exaggeration, its my specialty after all.

Maybe he's telling me to be grateful that I even have a nose.

When I went for a checkup at the General Hospital I briefly passed by a woman with no nose at all.
I wonder what she felt. When I think back, a lot of curiosity emerged and continued screaming at the back of my head.

How did she feel like to have that nose? How did she feel like going to the hospital? How did she feel like when people looked at her?

Is she proud of what she's been through?
Is she sad of being judged by people who doesn't know her story?
I'll probably never see her in my life, ever again but I can't help but make secretive assumptions as my answers.

Not long after that more bad incidents started engulfing my family and friends.
And however whenever I asked advice on how to get through this with all my best friends. They suggested praying again, which was the only option instead of hoping on lady luck.

I denied.

When more 'unlucky' events started to occur with higher magnitude,
To cut a long story short, I decided to start praying again.
I used to be an extremely religious child. I still remember whenever I reached church late, I would sulk or pray for forgiveness.
There was once when I even CRIED because I was ONLY 5 minutes late for mass and sulked throughout the whole day because I was late.

When I was 10 , I remember asking questions based on evolution against religion with my Catechism teacher.
And she couldn't answer me nor the questions I asked.

Which made me think more and more and more and more as they went unanswered.
I believe I was a very philosophical child who thought too much more than the average 10 year old back then.
I was curious. I was so so so curious. I did so many things normal people didn't do when I was young.
I was WEIRD.

And I do not deny that I am still weird.
I just wanted to be ignorant. I just want to be happy. Living without the fear of God.

At 13, I was finally led astray. I did a lot of things that made me happy and burden-less. Having a good time.
However these momentary pleasures had bad outcomes. All I did was blame God. Blaming him that he being unfair, unkind,horrible.
Deliberately out to ruin my life. Malevolent.
However.

There were such good times that were hardly taken into account because I took his blessings for granted. Too many.

And here today, here I type this to give a verdict, based on all I've been through with God.

He can be merciful when he desires to, he can be subtle in giving you messages only you can fathom but not other people. He can and will punish you when you do something wrong. There's no use rebelling because whatever you do, as a human, you have to come to accept the fact that you are human , always a human and you can never bring God down to his knees, however much you try.

One shouldn't be rebellious towards the creator.
Accept the fact that you might never be able to fully comprehend him.
Accept the fact that you have to submit to him and be rationally skeptical whenever you judge him.
Accept the fact that if you want to live a life with a road. Turn to him.
Even though you're scared of him, try to understand why he's doing so when he punishes you.

Most of the time, it is for your own good.

And if you think believing in something makes you weak, believing in nothing makes you weaker.

Fight with me if you must based on this conclusion, twist and turn your words and try to defeat it, but however this conclusion shall remain and you CANNOT knock it down however hard you try.
I need to be grateful with the permanent things granted to me, even if there are times I despise it so so so much.

Everyday I wake up and look at the mirror and sneer at the 'slight disfigurement of my nose'.
Maybe there's one day I will raise an eyebrow and say , " Hey, you look perfectly fine to me."
There's nothing wrong with you, you don't need to try to get accepted for being a tanned-slit-eyed-non-mandarin-speaking-Chinese.

I need to control my temper and be more rational and more understanding.

I need to find the right road again.

I've been through a convoluted maze and a terrifying road with cracks which actually led to shelter, and its time to turn back to God.

Take that leap.

I need someone to lean on. All the time.

A tree.

2011-08-08T14:55:00.006+08:00

Hey there.

Here are some cute pictures of an immigrant saprophyte. :D
This is Nan-nan. He is very cute and small and fet fet. Namanya juga Putra. Nya berasal dari Indonesia.

He very pandai you all become bodo.

He doesn't sleep a lot at night so he sleeps everywhere.

He likes to eat donuts and pulpy.

I like to bully Nan-nan. It is fun.

:D

Prefects Night 2011

2011-08-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

Prefect's night.

Kinda empty this year but everything was really enjoyable and unworrying this year.

Well kinda.
LOL
Sang Overboard by Jessica Jarrell Feat. Justin Bieber with Aiman aka Korean for the night.

Update. Useless.

2011-07-28T14:46:00.003+08:00

So what I have been doing lately?

I've been lazy. I implemented this rule in my head,
" I don't care anymore, as long as I'm happy."

I don't really care about the long run ; consequences because...I just really can't stand being frustrated and bothered when I'm supposed to be 'enjoying' myself. Maybe this experiment will work well or maybe I'm deteriorating based in my state of mind.

Being the vain person I am, I shall post up vain photos of myself.

1st self-absorbed photo.
-> Showing my absolute dedication to my interest in the botanical world in the overrated language of Kim Jong Il.

2nd vain-ity fair photo.
-Me pulling a cherry stem

And all that crap about being a good kisser by tying a knot with your tongue ting, its actually a New Year's Eve party game which is famous in European countries.

So die if you think otherwise.

SHUT THE FUCK UP.

2011-07-21T21:10:00.001+08:00

HEY YOU ELABORATIVE BITCHES

HOW BOUT A

Losing track

2011-07-18T14:02:00.003+08:00

Its nice having someone carrying all my weight all the time but sometimes I look back and see the that certain person carrying it and I question myself, am I really doing my part?

What is enough?

Where do I draw the line and where should it be drawn?

Telling my story on a Wednesday evening.

And it started with a

Softie?

2011-07-15T09:42:00.000+08:00

I got a new laptop last week.
Pros: Camwhore, Easy to do my Magazine designing work, Can use it for AGM slideshows.
Cons:Telling people no you cannot touch my laptop as it is new and you are too ganas and I don't trust you, can't tell people " I don't have any computer to go online anymore", No more escaping work

I had one of the most traumatizing days of my life yesterday, and I shall not elaborate on how bad it was. Cause it wouldn't seem that scary if you weren't me.
The word softball to me now is contradictory.

A hint is visible on the photo above, do you see anything different.

Its nice filling in shoes for people.
Definitely nice.

Its pretty uncomfortable but you gain an experience from it.

Stressed out.

2011-07-05T15:27:00.004+08:00

I just felt like writing this since I've been thinking about this for quite some time.
I just can't stay focused on things at a time, if I'm idle or doing something like washing the plates or arranging my book I must, without fail think intensely of something else till I forgot what I was supposed to do next.

Ideas? Possibilities? Questions? Reminiscence? Perspective thinking?

Then the next thing that happens, my phone falls into a 'kong' of water.

FML.

Well that is definitely a FML moment, more like- F my Luck in a sarcastic manner for me.

Lets see how much time has changed for me.
Since I've been extremely busy lately my hobbies.
Well I don't even have enough time to do my hobbies which makes me depressed and unaccomplished when I ponder back.

I can't believe I drew this at 14. Now I'm 16, and I don't feel like I've improved in any way from an artist's perspective.
I don't think this level of skill is not artistic, therefore I should be...an artist in training? Hell.

Frankly I don't even know whether I can do digital art after missing in action for a really REALLY really long time.
The last time I did a digital piece was like........ in

MARCH.

DAMN.

I haven't been playing the guitar lately. Even the hard calluses on my fingertips turned soft.

Someone grant me time. I really really want it.

I don't even have time to watch my favourite anime anymore, I don't really have time to study because of too many things coming up, I don't have enough time to think, I don't have enough time to draw, I don't have enough time to sing, I don't have enough time to play squash.

I NEED TIME.

I need to make time?
No, I need to conform to the laws of time.
Time and tide waits for no man and that shall be it.

You have no idea how much time I prioritize in things that are really important to me till' I miss my other activities so so much.

Anyway screw the internet for making me addicted and therefore assists in me waste more time. Thank you.

16th birthday

2011-06-29T12:52:00.003+08:00

I don't feel that great turning 16, well technically Malaysia's sweet 16 just enables you to have a license to own a motor vehicle, just like America! Sweet.

But this this motor vehicle I'm talking about is a
motorcycle.

So just screw it anyway. LOL

I thank everyone for the wishes I'll reply them soon.

Alright, maybe I do feel quite accomplished, well rather accomplished, no slightly more confident in turning 16 instead of what I thought a few days ago.
Thanks for all the presents, and the cake Jess, Guin , Claire and Georgi!
I didn't suspect there was a cake in store for me. I thought seriously you all were ignoring me. ): LOL
Anthony Neely album. Thank you to the person who gave it to me. ♥

By the way Jess the pimples are still there.

Lucky to have awesome friends like you guys. <3

Nothing.

2011-06-23T14:50:00.002+08:00

I want you to look me in the eyes and sincerely tell me so.

Double sided

2011-06-21T17:10:00.006+08:00

Had a health screening test today.
I don't know why but I've been feeling uneasy about my appearance lately. Maybe my cheeks plumping is a sign of me aging?

That's not the point there anyway.

I haven't been updating lately because I don't feel that depressed as I used to anymore.
Its nice to tell someone such things instead of putting it on an empty space for everyone to read, and I don't know everyone.

Vocabulary gotten slightly limited since I don't really bother expressing myself in huge words anymore nor do I really care about typos anymore either.

kraen.

There. It shall remain that way and I shall not change it.
*twitch*

Anyway, back to the health screening thing.
The weighing scale had a zero error so it added on +2 kg to everyone's weight. I was mortified when I stepped on the scale and saw the trainee nurse write down my weight.

After everyone dispersed I stepped on it again.
OH. ZERO ERROR.
~~So I don't have to starve myself anymore.~~

The Clinical director thought I was Malay and asked me "Apa?"
Story of my Life.
I should become ah lian and speak with a Chinese slang pinching my nose to hint that I am Chinese.

Great news, I stopped taking caffeine after the exams finished. Having caffeine all the time, well the aftereffect makes you feel like utter crap.

Okay enough of scary angle camwhore photos for today.

Sayonara.

Expectancy

2011-06-15T11:19:00.002+08:00

At least give me a response instead of shooting at me with questions all the time. If you don't give me a proper response I won't reciprocate.
Or maybe I shouldn't take anyone for granted.

.

2011-06-10T17:44:00.002+08:00

ARGHASDKJASKFJASDLKALS:DK:ALGBJASDK:KAS"AKSLSADLK:ASDKLASKLD

KANTOI.

DIE

Random DBZ cosplay fail

2011-06-04T14:25:00.003+08:00

Being the lazy bored idle person I was I decided to check blogs of friends I haven't visited in a while recently.

LOL HAHAHAH I found this on Hilary's blog! photomanipulation of supposedly no, 100% failed cosplayers.

No one has any idea how much I laughed because of this photo. Some things were meant to humour instead of impress.

I thank the internet for allowing me to laugh at ridiculous things I would not be able to see off the internet and also in reality.

However the photo above is reality.

Fts.

LOL

I like big bananas.

Soggy Nuggets

2011-05-31T13:31:00.004+08:00

Was cooking breakfast this morning. Nuggets.
As you all know my skill in cooking is as skillful to a monkey doing a catwalk.

Well maybe not exactly but it is below decent cooking.

So today I was cooking nuggets for breakfast for my siblings.
Everything turned out fine, I wanted to cook 4 for myself but apparently I put too much oil.
So then I decided to put in 3 more. Then another 4. And another 5.

So my mother suggested me cooking for everyone else.

And the journey began.

I placed my plate next to the stove and forgot there was oil absorbing paper on the plate then when I glanced back from the sink I saw red flame. LOL

Then it burned like Satan swimming gracefully in a pool of lava ( wtf? HAHA ). I blew the fire off with my epically jaw-dropped face.
Then I went back to....a distraction.
And then it caught fire again because I stupidly put the plate where it first caught fire.

This time , trying to extinguish the flames by blowing really failed thus the food and plate started to char. So I had no choice but to rinse the plate in water , hence the sad soggy nuggets.

THE ACCUSED

MEDIN TAN.

For spamming my facebook and causing such a fire to happen shall not be forgiven.

VERDICT
MEDIN TAN IS GUILTY.

No more pulpy for 100 years. Medin Tan shall be in confinement in mango land where there are no sugary food but only sour food.

Case is closed. May everyone exit the juice court in an orderly manner.

After today I will never cook again.
.....Well maybe when I get hungry next time. LOL

.

2011-05-20T15:28:00.001+08:00

Sober to realize I'm terrified.

Stop dreaming.
You'll end up crying.

Wtf part 1.

2011-05-18T17:57:00.003+08:00

Today was pretty epic. LOL

I was patrolling the 1st floor's corridor during break period and I saw some very disturbing shit.
When I was at the corner of the last class trying to open the closed doors this girl suddenly dug her anus in front of me. I was like WHAT THE SH- and she did it for about 3 minutes and I was too horrified to walk past her and continued grabbing the doorknob. Then she started sniffing her ass. I was like in literal

WTF-MODE.

At that point I really couldn't help but look at her in the face and laugh. LOL She gave me the expression of

" OMG DID SHE JUST SEE ME DIG MY ASS?"

LMAO

The art side students heard my conversation about the obscene girl and started laughing too. LOL

Before that I had chemistry class and was drawing an Ivysaur and I screwed up the ferns ( no pun intended
) So I was pretty frustrated and rubbed it then redrew the ferns. LOL Then suddenly my Chemistry teacher popped up from my behind I had the fright of my life. I've never been so frightened since the time Claire scared me while exiting the toilet. LOL
Anyway, I still didn't get the concept of Chemistry.

Well. Kinda. I need to know more about how formulating chemicals. -.-I'm one stupid Science 2 student.

After that we had marching practice so there were 2 fat kids shuffling to Party Rock Anthem. If you have no idea wtf is Party Rock Anthem, watch below.

Kid1: EVERYDAY WE SHUFFLIN'

*fat kids try to shuffle*

Yvonne: LOL WTF?

Me: LOOL

*Kids realise that we're laughing at them*

Kid2: EHHH KIMAK.

Me: LMAO

*Kids run into the building to hide*

On Monday night we had a dinner at Hilton , Kuching.

Jasmine and Keeve's epic conversation

Jasmine: What time and where.
Keeve: 7300 Hilton.

*Jasmine suddenly calls*
Jasmine: YOU LIED TO US! I CANNOT FIND ROOM 7300!
Mag: CANNOT FIND CANNOT FIND!
Everyone in car: LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO

Keeve: ITS 7.30 PM NOT 7300 YOU STUPID JASMINE.

I have such epic friends.

MUSSEL. OYSTER. SALMON. SALMONGASM.

SALMON DNA DIGIVOLVE WITH BUTTERPRAWN = BUTTERPRAWNMON! <3

LOL

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

BOTAK

2011-05-16T16:11:00.001+08:00

Parents went bald! :D

Instead of my mom spazzing out, I was the one shouting screaming and saying OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG when my parents shaved their heads.

HIII LOVE YOUUU <3

PORKIE JAYA OUTING

2011-05-14T07:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, do I define epic or what?
Ninjas had a group gathering after a week of hell, exams in short.
Darren , Aw, Michelle, Millie, Sharon, Tim , Nat and me. Cynthia and Brian couldn't make it! ):

We went to eat at this place that just opened up at One Jaya, which is called PORKIE.

Yes, it is strictly non-halal. There's also a bar behind the restaurant or connected together? I'm uncertain. I would've posted a photo up here but the internet doesn't possess any of its awesome babi-ness.

The wedges are so awesome that I have to make up my new definition.
Awesome: So good that you foodgasm everytime you chew.
Now I have to define foodgasm.

Foodgasm: The euphoric sensation upon tasting amazingly delicious food.

Wait. Then. Awesome has no proper meaning in particular.
Bah humbug.

Aside from jokes about plants Aw and Darren told a stupppiddd story about his penknife incident in school whereby he got cut and his blood trail was like hansel and gretel since the janitor didn't clean it up after the accident. LOL

Played Snooker and pwned Darren. Oh my god I missed snooker so much. ITS OKAY BABY I WILL PLAY YOU MORE BUT I HATE THE SMELL OF CIGARETTES OMFGASLDKASL:DK.
Nat we rule! 8D

Then when Darren and Aw's ninja slicing gone too far. And. Phone disruption. @*#*(
I whacked Darren on the arm and the whole chocolate ice cream creamed his white shirt and my ice cream broke into half.
LOL
I couldn't stop laughing I was already LMAO-ing at that point.

Then suddenly Millie swung her hand and hit Aw's face and his glasses flew 6 metres in the air. Aw: OH MY GOD ITS BROKEN.
I've never laughed so hard in public omg Lmao I literally lied down on the floor ROFLING till' I had no more breath left. LOL

THEN THOSE IDIOTS STARTED TO PLAY THE SLITTING THROAT THING AGAIN ARGH.

Maneki neko had some awesome schnits like oddly-shapped glasses. LOLOL I LOVE AW'S ONE THE MOST. GRANDSON NEED HUG?

We need to go out more often. :D
YOU PEOPLE ARE FUN.

Stupid.

2011-05-12T14:59:00.000+08:00

I can't believe its been 4 years.

4 bloody years.

Since this happened.

I'm grateful.

.... :D

2011-05-09T16:55:00.005+08:00

K la. I look pretty creepy, and people who have never seen me wear stuff like this will probably be like wtf mode now. LOL
Phone quality= babi hutan.

Prom was fun. LOL
I will never look at Angelo the same way again. 45. Oh my god.

Besides that. 90% sure I'm failing accounts, no bloody joke.

Quek dunno how to rasa gangster. He smile pula.

Tired eyes and short breath

2011-05-07T14:44:00.002+08:00

Accounts paper yesterday was a new level of hell. I didn't have enough time to complete the second paper and just handed in my drafts in pencil.

Not only that, during the paper some imbecilic idiots decided to have a literal screaming competition at the Koperasi. Wtf.
It started as one shrill followed by a higher pitched one and it went on for 3-5 minutes or so.
A few minutes later after their mouths got sewed temporarily they started to scream again.

I hope some hantu pontianak or hantu tetek ate them somewhere in the Koperasi Jungle.
I'm sitting just in front of the window, and sure you might think there are some benefits.

I mean, our school is blessed with a lovely field and a great view of the Koperasi and the hill.

....

Today the pak cik burned some dead leaves and all the smoke blew in my direction. The fml moment started when Jesslyn/ I realised that my window's lever is bengkok and too rusted to be pushed upwards.

SMOKE ALA BATANG POKOK.

And probably everyone who knows me knows that my eyes are already squinty as it already is.
Now the sun plays a part in ruining my vision, my mood, and by tanning my skin every morning blasts my face as if its trying to make out with me. LOL

Moreover everyone is sick.
The person who I shall not name because she will either try to get payback on her (COUGHCOUGHLOL)
had a really terrible flu, it sounds like noodles slurping.
The person on my left also had a bad flu but not noodles slurping; bear roaring.
Me, I've been coughing and my voice is as deep as ever. Some lady might as well think I'm a transverstite again. -.-

That idiot made me doubt and wonder what the hell I am doing.
Is this some type of lesson to teach me again? I surely don't like the feeling. Of guillt.

I can't wait till you come home.
I miss you.

Maul You

2011-05-06T13:26:00.002+08:00

Its been quite some time since I typed something on the laptop.

Well news flash, the white netbook I've been using crashed. But I'm still using it on HP mode.
I'm pretty proud of myself for not using Facebook for a month. That's a bloody record for an 'internetoholic' like me.
LOL

Anyway I will blog about my trip to Bintulu once everything is settled, I hope.

Everything is moving in such a fast-paced state. I don't think I can predict the future, but I'm pretty anxious and frightened to see what's revealed for me.

When she's sleeping on the sofa.
When she's laying in her Sunday Best.
And she's turning over Friday
I can swear I'm sleeping less and less.

You are a risk, you could maul me to death any moment now.

Breathe

2011-04-25T21:19:00.003+08:00

Recent random photos I took recently, and edited by me.

Not in a really great mood for typing I suppose.
Choral Speaking competition initiates this Friday.

Wish us luck.

Breathe you lazy douche, breathe.

Darrennn

2011-04-25T00:31:00.003+08:00

Before you become infatuated with the hot photo below, I'd like you to wonder about whether or not sleeping early is better than sleeping later.

Don't you want me baby!

DARREN CRISS! :D

Adios.

Sports Day 2011

2011-04-21T18:34:00.004+08:00

HOMG finally sports day is over.

After all that grueling marching practices its finally over!

...

AND THEN AGAIN.

I spoke too soon!
BECAUSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEE
Marching competition is coming up so keep your legs bent ladies. 8D
That sounded pretty obscene but lets take this in a more cleaner and positive approach!

So sports day.

O' Driscoll won again for the 2nd time , beating the 7 year win by the Sylvia house!
And this morning a rival team waved it at our faces and mocked us with
" We're going to win this year."

EAT THAT CHAO SAI.

Looking down on people.

I hate you.
No lah. I dislike you.
Kinda la.
A bit la.
Maybe la.
...
Anyway,
This morning I had to run across the field to get to the other station before the 1500m metre event ended since we didn't have enough first aiders assigned as march pass was about the initiate...like. 5 minutes later? According to Serene, Millicent, Yvonne, Magdalene, Jasmine, Jesslyn , Claire , Ashley and Natalia, I run like a duck.
And the entire bench was literally laughing their asses off because I run with my hands down like Naruto cos' its cool like that.

Or you could either use the duck comparison.

Whatever.

ANYWAY.
I got 5th /12th place for Javelin.

0.1m from 4th place ftf. -.-

Alright so it was raining pretty badly that morning and I conclude that the rain actually lessened our burden and vice versa.

The canvas where our Red Crescent stations were, were wet. So we had inadequate space to put our items as everywhere was muddy and dirty. Even tissues and towels didn't make any difference.

BUTTT it benefit us since we didn't have anyone fainting because of the heat but shortness of breath.

One ambulance this year.

Bravo. Brava.

Click the End of May title bawah kat situ.

End Of May- Michael Buble

Golden haze,
Another morning feels like yesterday.
End of may..
Now you're gone and there's still bills to pay.
And you know it doesn't help to make believe, you're sitting next to me.
It doesn't help, to make believe that you are right behind me
Saying it's okay.

Longer days,
More time to sit and watch the pendulum sway.
In quiet rage I'm staring at this empty notebook page.
In times like these you feel like you are done with feeling,
You feel you want to stop the pain from healing
Because you feel like you're the only one who's ever felt this way.

Some days in a daze, there's brighter days.
Funny how the feeling never stays,
But I know I'll have to come to terms when I'm awake,
Thinking about you is the icing on the cake.
Makes me realize the fact you're gone for good for goodness sake.

Golden haze, another morning feels like yesterday.
End of may, a year is gone and I still feel this way,
When we meet again I'll ask you how you're doing
And you'll say fine and ask me how I'm doing

And then I'll lie and I'll say ordinary, It's just an ordinary day.

JUST TO TELL YOU.

Mek rindu kitak banyak2.

Distance

2011-04-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

Its not that I want to pursue these thoughts but how much I try to stop to think about it still lingers around me screaming ecstatically like rabid children.

Currently I'm torn between so many choices.

And all of them.
It won't really bring any benefit to me nor the other party.

How do I put this, its like having happiness but it will not last in the long run.

However much you advise me its not going to work out since I'm going against my own will.
It will probably progress at one point whereby resistance will be futile.
I really cannot bear standing there not doing anything while watching life flash pass me.

Every five minutes every freaking day it never fails to jump on my mind poking and jabbing me through the chest.

If only I could decipher what you really really meant.
One adjective probably meant so much , especially when its from you.

Don't beleive what I told you earlier.
Obviously, its because I'm lying.

I hope your thoughts about me won't turn rancid.

Crap.

2011-04-16T22:54:00.003+08:00

All of this is revolving in a circle.

I wonder whether additional mathematics is applicable in these situations.
Always making the bloody wrong decision.
I'm sure. I really really made a bad decision.

I finally got what I wanted initially.
But I lost. My pearl.

Snailiartsua in St Teresa.

2011-04-14T19:49:00.004+08:00

Photo Credit: Christine Ling

Today a group of students from St John's and Mercedes College from Australia came to our school for a visit.

I wasn't involved in the welcoming committee but at least I told one of them our class stall sold Rm1 for 2 scoops of ice cream.

Being in the cleanliness unit in morning session is so ironic comparing it to afternoon session's.
Morning sessions' cleanliness prefects get to leave immediately after their done, in my case I now finish my duty before 7am and I get to leave my post after I'm done AFTER the 1st bell rings!
Unlike in afternoon session. 10 minutes after second bell.

When the Australian students came, everyone flocked to see them , especially the boys.
Then. Weird things began to happen.

Girl hits pole at Koperasi
Girl 1: Oh my god he is so hot did you see his eyes! *exclaims in bahasa sarawak*
*suddenly walks into pole and whams her teeth*
Me: OMG LOL.
Girl 1's friends: LMAO
Girl 1: *grimace in pain*
Me: OMG. LOL

Daring students
Me: Excuse me, please go back to class, rehat is over.
Girl : Heyyyy. You're hot!
*Australian dude blushes*
Me: *jaw drops* LOL WTF?

Supposedly racist students
Me: Balik kelas. Kitak nak nangga orang putih nak? ( You guys wanna see the Australians? )
Girl 1: BUKAN! Mek mok nangga orang hitam!
Me: o_o -> -.-
Girl 2: LMAO

Brilliant day for sports day to fall on.
HOLY THURSDAY.

No joke, seriously, its holy Thursday on Sports day. A few days later there wil be a State-level Choral Speaking competition. Then 2 days after we return. HELLO GERAK GEMPUR.
^_^

I found a new technique to study. My old notes were hieroglyphs and they worked pretty well.
69% is not bad for Section B completed under 5 minutes for history I suppose. LOL

But crap there is Biology.

And which concludes, I need to leave.
Before.
I.
Switch on the computer again.

I really did write down your name numerous times. And burned it.
And I wish. You'd burn with it too.

SILENT TREATMENT EHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

LETS SEE HOW THIS RUNS BABEH.

I hate you.

2011-04-11T18:33:00.002+08:00

I hate you.

So so much.
You idiot, you have to torture me with all that bullshit, its like de ja vu all over and over again.

WSDC?

2011-04-07T20:38:00.005+08:00

World Swinburne Debate Championship
Champions of the Senior Category
Chung Hua Middle School No 1.
Runner of the Senior Category
SMK St Teresa, Kuching
Champions of the Junior Category
SMK Green Road
Runner-up of the Junior Category
Lodge National

Best Speakers of Senior/Junior Category
Emmeline Chiew and younger brother Daniel Chiew ( LOL )

So in total, the speakers in our school bagged 4 trophies.
The runner-up trophy, 2 best speaker trophies and the best speaker of English trophy ( Liew Jiek and Emmeline Chiew ) ( Rachel Jong ).

Can't remember the rest in order, Sorry lah. @_@

WSDC was fun and stressful. I'm sure everyone is in mutual agreement with me.
I was assigned to be the 2nd speaker of my team initially, then I swapped with Evelyn and fulfilled my role as the 3rd speaker of my team as if 2nd speaker for me.
Well, I would be embarrassing myself if I elaborated any further so lets leave that on hold shall we.

Every team were given motions directly on the spot and each team had only 30 minutes to prepare for each round. No electrical devices allowed during that 30 minute time-span, so it was pretty tough for those who had inadequate amount of information while preparing.

But I guess that is deemed fair since the themes were set forward before the competition started.

Now in World- Style debate, its similar to Parliamentary style but not the same.
I'm too languid to explain anything so just watch the video somewhere on the internet if you can find it or ask an expert because I certainly am not one as I am new to this new format. o.O

3 wins and 3 losses for my team ( B) , well I suppose its not bad for first-timers.

We whole-heartedly thank Cassandra Ong the organizing chairwoman for all the encouragement training and advice throughout the entire event. :D

Fun fact: She's in love with Anything Irish. :D LOL

I have so much cherishable memories at WSDC and I will never remember those good and bad times I went through.

Hangman sessions with my seniors, crazy spinning jumping and dancing and crying.
Meeting new people and listening to ridiculous claims of people radiating popcorn chickens through body radiation and reacting to Natalia laughing at MEAN/LAME JOKES.
Hilarious debate sessions and serious times.

It was worth it.

Oh by the way, its been a long time since I blogged.
I am going to die in 2 weeks time.

K.

THE POI SHOP IS CLOSE LADY.

Skeletons

2011-03-29T17:13:00.001+08:00

No one knows about the skeletons in my closet.

No one.

Epically done.

2011-03-14T22:03:00.010+08:00

Firstly, my fish Oscar isn't feeling well. ): Please pray for her. This might sound absurd but this fish has been with me for so many years. I still remember when she was a fry in a nata de coco bucket pretending to fall asleep because she was so scared when she saw me.

And now this.

Okay lah, I have not updated for a week.
Doesn't mean I've perished in an accident or anything.

Speaking of which, Japan had a huge earthquake.
Kudos to you if you didn't know till' you read the sentence above. *Sarcasm*
The radiation reaching Malaysia is crap. You've got to be kidding me. All the way to Malaysia?
If you're talking China or Taiwan or Korea I might beleive that, but Malaysia? Please die.

The acid rain caused by radiation is silly bullcrap. Everyone knows that ( Well not everyone ) acid rain is caused by substances that are soluble by water like sulfur dioxide and much of the nitrogen oxides in the air caused by power plants/cars.
Radiation is a totally different thing.

They should put this as a PMR question.
Yesterday I did a lot of research on Tsunamis and earthquakes and viewed morbid photos of these horrible disaster's victims.
There aren't pretty.
You can help by spreading awareness, donating to the Red Cross, and the simplest, by praying.

Anyway in my absence, away from civilization, I was at Prefect's camp!
However, I don't have any photos at the moment so you guys will have to wait. :D

Last Sunday Millie and I made a trip from her house to....an extraordinary distance which I can't tell you or else I will be in trouble. :D Or not.

Saw this house with a santa hanging down the railing, like what the meow? LOL
Also knocked into this dead pigeon, check out its eyeballs.

While walking, I made up a few hypothesis' why it died.

1. My awesomeness radiation radiated it and caused it to die.
2. A kitty mauled it to death by didn't think it was tasty.
3. Died at a ripe old age and fell from the sky and the ants swarmed it.

After that we walked the dogs.
CUTE LABRADOR FAMILY! ( well not biologically or maybe you can say that screw it I don't know )

This will be the killer of today's post. LOL
Today in the car while passing the housing area behind Boulevard, I saw this small kid of about 3 to 4 years old holding a coconut while a pile of toys sitting next to him idly just sat there inanimately.

I thought to myself, " Oh this is normal. Seeing kids playing toys and holding coconuts sitting on the side of the road, this is so normal."

I was wrong.

Suddenly, after making eye contact with the boy for a few seconds he took a MEAT CLEAVER which was just laying behind his back and tried CHOPPING the coconut.

For a split second I thought he was some schizophrenic child serial killer when he made eye contact with me. LOL

I took 2 photos but they weren't very clear.
Whoever his parents is, THEY SHOULD BE FRICKIN' ASHAMED OF THEMSELVES.

Who in the right mind would let their 3/4 year old child roam on the road unsupervised ( what the hell, no parent would allow a toddler to play with toys on the road ) while playing with toy cars on the road with a MEAT CLEAVER and a coconut?

Photo 1, he's cleaning the meat cleaver with his shirt while staring at me as I took a photo.

Photo 2, Kid stepping on the meat cleaver, circled in red.
Oh, our deteriorating community.

I am number four or am I really?

2011-03-05T22:25:00.006+08:00

Well I'm definitely aggravated by a few things now.

1. Comparing studies.

Dear seniors, or whoever is older than me and more knowledgeable because you had more than 10 months of practice ( whatever number , its still more than 3 months of Add Maths ).

There is a fine line between SMART-ALEC and HELPFUL.

There are those smart-alecs who point out that you 'under acheivers' are stupider than them.
Well I got something to say for you,

IDGAF about your achievements, as I have no concern nor do I have any involvement in your 'intellectuality'.
What do you want to prove by pointing that out? Making yourself look undignified, juvenile and self-centered among all those who have failed?
Totally, you brought out the rainbow in you buddy.
:D Instead of glorifying/crapping on yourself you just created a few haters.

In conclusion, I am dependent on my own choice to improve; no I will not be blunted by your statements of PURE pride.

Anyway, on the greener pasture, we have ENCOURAGERS!
They encourage us to rise from our failure regardless of other people's achievements, focusing on a point individually so that they may improve from their current state instead of constant bashing of irresponsible mouthing 'modest' people.

RESPECT YO.

Anyway.

It was Gabby's Birthday on Saturday! :D

We celebrated by chillin' by watching
I AM NUMBER FOUR.

At first when I read a review, I thought it was a tv series.

Starring yours awesomely, Dianna Agron from Glee, and Alex Pettyfer, who is also the main character in the new movie showing today " Beastly."
:D

Back to the movie, it was quite draggy, lack of proper meaningful lines. But it was kinda action packed. The eye candy just soothes everything. LOL

Alright, it wasn't that great, but it wasn't bad either.

Then at the Spring, there was this maxis promotion. Digi is sucking all the Celcom and Maxis customers, most likely so they decided to promote their brand?
LOL

Claire: I have a maxis phone. But I don't dare to go there.
Gabby: Come, I go do for you.
Man: HAI AMOI CANTIK! ( Pretty chinese girl ) what is your name?
Gabby: Gabrielle?
Man: Oh GABRIELLLEEEE!!
Me: LOL
Man: I'm going to ask you one simple question, how to spell maxis.
Us: wtf??
Gabby: M-a-x-i-s?
Man: CONGRATULATIONS! COME TAKE THIS! AHHHHH!!!
Jesslyn: EEEE KEYCHAIN! SO CUTE! I WANT!

Now, this person Jesslyn Kho has an attraction to weird key chains and weirdly shaped items.
I have been waiting for this movie since July last year. -_-

So Jesslyn wanted one keychain too so Patrick Wong went up to try one.

Man: OHHH YOUNG MAN! Show me your maxis?
*Patrick shows phone*
Man: Okay! Can! Now I ask you want question!
Patrick: Ok.
Man: Which girl you want ah?
Us: !!!! *runs in different directions*
Patrick: o.o
Man: Just kidding la! Ok! I'm asking you , " Does Maxis provide broadband?"
Us: SAY YES!! YESS!!!!
Patrick: *cannot hear*
Man: AIYA YOU ALL SO KEPO!
Us: LOL
Man: Ok lah, what do your friends say?
Us: YES!!!
Patrick:...yes?
Man: OK! Come here, ahhhh here is your present! Maxis user! Maxis user!!!

LOL.

You still promised me ice cream. ):

This is not making any sense

2011-02-26T12:21:00.005+08:00

Guess what?
I managed to not go online for an ENTIRE WEEK.

But here I am again.
Without a Facebook account for 2 or was it...3 weeks?

It feels like nothing has changed or maybe its just me ignoring those around me, falling into complete denial because I was given something redundant.
Or the fact that Facebook doesn't really contribute anything positive to me.
Or is it me just being negative?

NO, that can't be it. My first term exam's on Monday and I beleive I won't get A1s for everything, no, I won't get any A1's.

Seriously, What the hailstorm am I typing?

This doesn't make any sense.

Oh, by the way, Bleach has really gotten really bad.
Where in the world did this smexy bishie come from?
No back entrance, no background, nothing!
No bloody suspense either wtf?

Hawt.
Looks like Byakuya with shorter hair. :D

Oh, and my year's RC members are going to take part in the marching competition this year.
SAVE US. LOL

RCYU#8 owns. 8D

Workshop Selection

2011-02-19T17:42:00.003+08:00

My school had a debating workshop earlier today and it was quite fun.
Natalia, awesome schnitz!

Ashley's handwriting is extremely incomprehensive that everyone misinterpreted it into something else.

The original : The most important thing
Me: U Moisty immigrant
Teacher: The most ignorant one

LOL

Holy- Got selected for the Interschool debating championship in Swinburne.

NEED TO TRAIN HUFF HUFF, Stop stage fright! D:

Datuk A. James Wong o.o

2011-02-18T14:49:00.007+08:00

Just got back from lunch with Claire and my father.
Guess what?

While eating at Bombay Spices, behind Thompson Corner,

I saw

DATUK AMAR JAMES WONG.

Oh, if you have no idea who he is, he's was the President of Parti Kebangsaan Sarawak! ( SNAP )
....I didn't pay much attention in History class but my textbook says otherwise, but it was in MY FATHER's textbook. :D

I don't really care about it since its a long gone, moved on type of thing, but then I thought.
OMG MAYBE I SHOULD SHOW A PHOTO OF HIM OF ME TO MY TEACHER AND GET BE LIKE SOME ATTENTION WHORE FOR THE DAY HOHOHO *exaggerated thinking wtf*

In the car I finally found out who he was. And now I really regret not taking a photo of him.
He looked pretty youthful even though he should be in his late eighties or early nineties.
---
Disregarding that, I want to note down a certain someone.

You might be so called ' fat ' and promote the fact fat people can also be beautiful on the inside, teaching others that appearance is nothing much, and getting to know someone before judging them is the right thing to do, which is also the base of your entire 'fight'.
HOWEVER.

But taunting normal people with the word ' anorexic 'and treating them like utter bull-crap, believing you're the most intelligent with the most complex mind and showing it off to others who are not gifted with your 'treasure', looking down on other people's intelligence and looks (hypocrite ) and not being humble just to relieve yourself from being so-called ' fat' makes you extremely HIDEOUS in heart, disregarding your appearance.

You're even treating your close friends like your tools and insulting them to increase your self-esteem.
You probably know why people don't like you, its not because of your appearance,
its because of your insensitivity, selfishness and irresponsibility in conversing with others.

In conclusion, you suck, big time.
No pun intended.

---
Anyway Choral Speaking practice started today.
Add Maths /Accounts suck because I don't get a bloody thing , and that's probably the conclusion for today.
<3

A small update on My 14th of Feb 2011

2011-02-15T15:25:00.003+08:00

Valetine's day in a nutshell this year.
Pretty predictable. LOL Didn't get anything this year tho'.
I feel pretty isolated, most of my friends who are taken apparently don't really give crap about their single friends.
I mean who'd bring themselves down hearing other people's problems?

Its not worth your time, I know. So I won't bother.

The telematch I've been ranting about has finally passed and it came true/through.
I'm so happy with the face paint results.

You gave me roses, and I left them there to die.

Tyranny?

2011-02-09T19:52:00.004+08:00

Every subject excluding English and Biology is a huge pain in the ass, no doubt.

The one that I'm suffering on the most at the moment is Accounts.
As stated in the earlier posts, the lack of people able to do Accounts in my house, I am going to fail. I should've taken EST regardless since both of my parents teach EST and my brother takes it as well.

Ugh.
BM
New format? Someone call the hearse.

Chemistry. I'll just say the computer is extremely time consuming or my Facebook needs to be deactivated or I should have higher willpower.
Physics.
No comment, and I need to find a tuition.
Biology
Interesting so far, my favourite science subject *for now* . Mitochondria= Animal Cell Battery. LOLLL

Additional Maths
6^2-4ac>0
The roots are distinct.

UGH. This subject is extremely time consuming and mind boggling. EVERYDAY, I would at least take more than 2 hours to understand what went on in class. Because no one else did until they self-teach themselves or get help from those who are knowledgeable in this particular subject.
Sejarah
HOLY @!*#$. With objectives during Form 3 I ALMOST DIED. *justanexpression*
Now an extra thick textbook doubling the size of the Form 3 textbook, and we have to write essays?

Moral Education
Teacher, you can check my demerit folder from the past 3 years, and we're even.

:@

Oh, Chinese New Year this year by the way, went too fast.

MSS Squash 2011

2011-01-27T18:40:00.006+08:00

Joined the Interschool squash competition as stated in the previous post. It was fun and relaxing since I knew almost everyone there. I haven't seen some of the players in months since August! Darn, I actually missed them so much.

Had most memories during the Sibu leg.
Shannen eating Bubble Gum and Weetameal. Wtf.

First day,

Arrived at school really early in the morning, went to St Jo with the whole Teresian players. Michelle actually went into our school!

My first match was with Michelle. I was hyperventilating. If you played with her , and knew her entire background you would.
SUKMA player, went to HONG KONG for a Junior Squash competition, been training since really young, Under the state team, need I say more? 2-11 should be an okay number, I think. LOL

Second match was with Christie! ):< style="font-weight: bold;">DEEPLY SADDENS me. I'm not exaggerating, it does. Fine, its for our safety but I guess there's no teacher who'd bother following my school's players and accompanying them at least once a week.

Anyway, I couldn't get any of the balls. ._. The back court is not really very friendly. I wish I was the daughter of the President of Sarawak and Samarahan Squash too. Adopt me Christie's mom. LOL

We did homework to kill time till the afternoon. Helped Devon's homework. SUBSTITUTE 1 instead of x when you're completing the squares!

Walked to Boon Khai to eat Ice Kacang with Emily Vivien Shannen and Georgi. Went to the pet shop and wasted so much time looking at that poor Chow Chow who's been in there for EONS.
Ok that was an exageration but God, its been there for a long time. 2-1 year ago, since Guinevere's Birthday.
And it happens to be her birthday today! Coincidence?

Went back and played with Christie and obviously lost.

Only injury of that day was Brandon Yeo's. He slid half of the right side of the court!
Damn that must've been some friction to cause bleeding. ._.

The first aiders on the first day was Joshua and Ashleigh. They looked a bit blur. LOL

Anyway, went back home.

Second day

Ran around looking for my add maths' teacher for the handout sheet. In class she announced that it was good for me to be concerned about my homework. However it is not advised to ransack her table. LOL

Second day, played with a respectful senior of mine from Red Crescent. Borrowed her uniform when I was in form 1. Finally, I won a match.
After that I fought with Shannen for the reserved seat, which I failed as well. -_- Sarawak Club people have the upper hand compared to individual Teresian players.

Georgi and Michelle left me alone !! LOL I COULD'VE FOLLOWED BUT THEY TIDAK CARI ME DALAM COURT AND SCOURED THE SCHOOL PLACES INSTEAD.

YOU TWO SUCKKKKK! LOL

Weird conversation
Jess: Don't know whether can go to Sibu, have to ask Kenneth Goh ( the coach )
Mr Wong: Ha?! CANNOT GO?
Jess: no no Kenneth Goh
Mr Wong: Why cannot go?
Jess: Kenneth Goh, the coach.
Me/Vivien: LOL

One of the highlights of the day could also be the chocolate chip cookie fail.
Keeve was supposed to pass me a container of cookies to share with his cousin Jasmine, and Mag.
While walking towards the Stadium, his stupid unbelted pants flung a part of his shirt out.
Then this teacher came and asked him to tuck it in ASAP and the cookies fell on the floor.

This was my LITERAL reaction.

Then I looked at Keeve for 5 seconds. Then another 5 second glance at his disipline teacher.
He scratched his neck and walked away ashamed. LOLOL

Didn't know it was Tun Sri Muhiyiddin or double d or one d or Tan Sri. LOL
That's what you get without reference.

I saw Lodge International School's History textbook , year 9. I was SO OBLIGED TO READ IT.
The context, everything, the pictures, was so interesting! Hitler , Holocaust, Japanese war.

Whoever says its harder than Malaysian standard, you should be skewered.

Went home after buying bubble milk tea and seeing animals at amazing pets after eating at Chicken Eating House. I find the title quite morbid, don't you think?

---

Went shopping with my family and Mag and Boon helped me pick out my clothes and shoes. Seriously they have better fashion sense than me.

To you.

I know you're smarter and more knowledgeable than I am, but PLEASE do NOT freaking bring me down when I'm asking for your help.

If that's a tactic to chase me away then fine, I'll get the hell away.
And you better too.

Nutshelled weekend

2011-01-24T16:15:00.003+08:00

My weekend in a nutshell. Attended my uncle's wedding in an oversized dress. *#&!@

Waited for 1 hour 30 minutes in school. Hence the bad hair.

Saw a dead rat at pullman, my brother stepped on it in the parking lot. I do not comprehend how the rat could've got rammed down while reversing. LOL Unless that dude was super pissed and the rat prefered suicide instead of dead insects every day.

School bag tore and its beyond repair. Squash competition on Wednesday.

Please pwn someone this year please please please. LOL

What the hell

2011-01-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

Generalizing backbiting, irrational, languid-minded, homosapien. Your favoritism has gone too far. I'll CRUSH you. Just you wait.
Miles from theirs? I have no idea what's with YOU people and generalizing. Contradictory and paradox, as if everyone's exactly the same. Narrow-minded buffoonish baboon.

A typical hedonist with choices, as usual. KNOWING YOU.

I'll prove you wrong.
Just you wait.

I tried to avoid any aspersion coming from me but what the hell, I'm agitated.

Failed day of 2011

2011-01-17T21:07:00.005+08:00

My good lord.

Today was really really bad. ._.
On the last minute, the teacher in charge of squash told me there was practice at 2pm for the competition next week. So I was pretty alarmed since this was last minute, but its been a month or so since I played a game since I really needed a practice. Can't play next weekend since my relative's getting married. Pretty excited, I guess, I haven't been to a wedding in EONS.

I proceeded to tell a RC committee in the class next door to inform her that I might have to take the interview earlier than scheduled, which must've rushed them a lot.

So I ditched a bit of Chemistry to call my father, who then was supposed to call my grandmother to bring my stuff, but did not in the end. So I called my mother a few times on the public payphone but she rejected my calls. 30 cents gone. I even went as far as using a teacher's mobile to contact her, and finally she reached but hung up on me before I could say anything at all since she was annoyed , as hypothesized.

Jasmine E. offered me her racket but then I declined since I went through all the trouble to call my parents. So I waited in the church till 1.40pm then I saw Ferris standing at the path and asked him where my brother was. To my dismay, I had FORGOTTEN that my brother was SICK today with a horrible flu.

In the nick of time Yvonne, Claire and Magdalene had walked down the bridge and they told me my grandmother did not bring anything along with her and she did not see anything in the car, and my sister had gotten to school by 11.30pm instead of 12. I made the phone call at 11.45pm. EPIC FAIL TO THE EXTREME MAX.

So then I when I was looking for Jasmine Empiang, I was called into the room for the interview. To be frank I didn't even give ANY thought at all when the day started. So I went in there BLANK HEADED and nervous. I shook my legs to get rid of the fear but got reprimanded instead. After the interview I reviewed back the questions and found out that I actually knew most of the answers buried at the back of my brain. Cockamamie fricking fish of the sea.

After the interview I went to look for Jasmine Empiang after the slight disruption. Then while looking for her, their class was somewhere else. There were form 1's occupying the form 2 classroom. Cikgu Sita ( Penyelia Petang ) being suspicious seeing 2 morning session girls peeping into classes started giving me a lecture about " How girls go upstairs and start trouble with form 1 girls." I was so shocked. Me? Going up to find juniors to beat up? Seriously? Teacher, don't you remember me? I was the prefect 2 years ago who dragged those people to your office and stood there while listening to your judgment. As if I would do otherwise. Hfgt.

Explaining to her the whole story why I didn't ask for the racket earlier would just cause a huge headache and misunderstanding so I just nodded and went to the KHB block.

So I went up and down and up and down and finally found her in the KHB room and I had to get the racket upstairs. So I asked a form 2 junior to get it for me since I was somehow ' banned' from going upstairs. ._.
So then the 2 juniors who were suppose to put the bag up left it in the sickroom thinking that it was each other, who was supposed to put the bag back. *facepalm*

After the interview I immediately dashed to St Joseph's around 2.10 or was it 2.20 or 2.15, I can't recall.
The lights of the courts weren't even open, nor were any of the gates to the courts I was mortified walking in there with my pinafore a racket and a huge bag.
So I ran back to my school and asked the Ustaz ( Teacher who teaches Islam ) , who was the teacher in charge.

He called the teacher in charge of the Squash Courts at St Joseph and I have no idea what happened. I'm most firmly standing to the belief that he forgot. So I left the staffroom and proceeded to call my father to pick me up from the school as soon as possible.
At around 3.30pm he exited the staffroom and told me that there were 5 form 3 juniors at the squash court training, 10 minutes after I left.
What the heck, I was asked to go at 2.00pm and everyone arrived around 2.50pm? My jaw dropped hypothetically with unsaid speech bubble, "You have got to be kidding me."

Before that, a senior saw me lingering outside talking to Yvonne, Charmaine , Magdalene, Marie and Rachel. I doubt she would beleive my excuse, I mean who would beleive it. If it were me, I would've dissed it and screwed myself. It'll take a miracle for anyone to beleive this scenario actually happened. Abathen, really hope she does, though. I have my fingers crossed.

My dad finally came, and he parked in the Church instead of the Bicycle shed where he said he'd wait and he gave me the stern face. I was in an extremely horrible mood so instead of throwing my trash gently I played ' hoop-d-loop' with my trash but it didn't proceed into the bin so I picked it up and dumped it back.

Just to find out I dumped in Rm2 into gooey decomposing garbage enzyme.
Was Rm2 really worth it?
Doubt so.

So I went back finding out that I had quite a lot of homework to finish, Biology and uncompleted Add Maths.
Later then I received a text from Jasmine Empiang, who I had borrowed the racket from.
Saying that the bag was missing. After calling the 2 other juniors who I had entrusted the bag to, they both thought each other was supposed to put it back and dismissed themselves. And what's worse, she also has training tomorrow.

I was like an extreme shock, how in the good lords name could this happen in one day?
We finally made a conclusion that the bag was in the sickroom left there by the juniors.

And look its 9.40pm and I have no willpower to comprehend what's Alpha and Beta.
At times like this I need a Churchill that can magically fly and tutor me till 12am.

Tomorrow, there's another training. The worst is yet to come or has the rain stopped?
Heh.

Physical pain?

2011-01-13T15:47:00.003+08:00

Its been what? A few days or was it a week before I blogged.

School? Read the 2 posts below and you'll get it. What I despise so much about form 4 is the floating class and now I have an addition. No one in my house knows how to do Additional Mathematics and Physics.

Whenever I ask my mom she responds with a " I don't know. " Or " I forgot. "

WTF. I need a good private physics tuition in order to get an A1 this term. When my teacher expounds her words, everyone seems to get it except me. Direction sounds like dalmatian and displacement sounds like Miss lace pants.

I currently at the moment is annoyed with my chemistry with physics.

Bako National Park trip 2011

2011-01-09T13:15:00.004+08:00

Alright so I'm going to blog about my Bako trip on the 1st of January 2011 with my bradahs and Keeve's family. HIS GRANDMA IS SO CUTE OMG! LOL

(Conversation in Hokkien)
Keeve: Ralph can fit into the car, he's really small sized. ( Ralph eh jip la ah ma. Eee chin seh.)
Grandma: Ralph is a girl is it? ( Ooohh, ee si chabor lai eh? )
*Boy exits out from door*
Me: LOL

What a great day to kick start the year. The night before going, I dreamt about crocodiles. Why? Here's why.
A few years back on every school holiday, my grandparents decided to bring my sister on river boat rides at Kampung Bako. Then one day.

We went for a river boat ride and docked at 3.15. Then we went to this restaurant near the docking area, then they did not serve crabs at all at that restaurant so my aunt left, since she only wanted crabs, so we went back. That was around 3.20 something.

The next day , headlines at 3.30pm approximately a boy was eaten by a crocodile at Kampung Bako. His friend who was with this particular boy swimming, stated that his friend was looking for CRABS for his family.
And I think otherwise. LOL Since then we never went back there again.

So during the entire trip to the Bako National Park on boat, I was FREAKING OUT. Thinking that some croc was going to attack me any second after smelling my sweet fresh blood. LOL
The boat ride was INTENSE. When we reached the sea the boat went against the huge waves and I swore, we almost FLOPPED over.
Ralph gripped the bar so hard till his hand blistered.

Frightened people
Me
Keeve
Ralph
Keeve's mom
Keeve's grandmother

Unfrightened people
Churchew
Karmen

Keeve's dad

When we reached there I was so pale and nauseous. I got seasick, quite easily whereas no one did. Only me.
After we docked and brought our luggage out.
This monstrosity of a house glared at us from the boat.
IS THIS OUR LODGE? LOL
No it wasn't.
And again,
WAS THIS OUR LODGE?
So we dumped everything into our room and then suddenly this BOAR appeared outside the staircase.

Ralph: OH. MY. GOD.
Keeve: What. OMFG WHAT THE FA** OMG!
Me: HOMG WTF
*runs into living room trips over bag and falls* LOL
Churchill: Uncle! Uncle! Look! Boar!

Then we took photos of it like orang sakai. What. I've never seen a wild boar before, so forgive me.
They were so cute and tame and friendly! Unlike those angry macaques. LOL

They kinda act like humans, they cough , they choke, they fart, they make faces, they beh song you, they ignore you. D'oh they're our ancestors.

After that we went jungle trekking. In total, we trekked 1.6kilometers. Impressive aye? Before leaving, I thought we were going to be pretty fast since they estimated we could travel 100m at least in less than 5 minutes. We were so wrong. It took us 5 minutes to climb over a few rocks.

We saw proboscis monkeys! The first time we were sakai. The second time we were like. Ohh. Another one. LOL I pity the Australians we met on the way who claimed that they only saw squirrels throughout their entire hike. LOL

I SAW A SNAKE. THE SAME COLOUR AS A TWIG.
I screamed, "SNAKE" AND KEEVE'S MOM RAN ALL THE WAY UP THE STEEP STAIRCASE WITH LIGHTNING SPEED. LOL

After throwing a few stuff on the rocks below the snake went away. o.o
Everyone doubted that I saw a snake but I SWEAR IT WASN'T A TWIG. TWIGS DON'T MOVE IN A SQUIGGLY MOTION LIKE LARGE EARTHWORMS.
When we reached the other side of the beach, the tide came in so much shoes got wet. Wtf.
Trekking another 800m when your shoes are wet really sucks. ._.
Wanted to take a bath after that, then. To our horror, the water was YELLOW and tasted like SOIL.

The mountain water isn't fresh like Gunung Gading's. What a HUGE mistake.
So we kinda rinsed off instead of really showered and used mineral water to brush our teeth.
We went to walk around the beach, but it drizzled and the tide was going in. Besides, we couldn't really play. The sand wasn't grainy, it was more muddy and soil-y.

A picture of Churchill upon discovering a hermit crab eating a sea snail.

SAVED BY CHEW BY PULLING THEM APART.
....
No I think the snail died. LOL

When we got back to the Lodge, we found out that Keeve had left the key inside the Lodge so technically he locked us out. LOL
So we went to the main office to be greeted by a FREAKING EPIC SWARM OF MACAQUES.
The most surprising thing that the people managing the Lodge did NOT have spare keys for the Lodge.

So the woman and her subordinates had to pry the windows open with a screwdriver and we got in. Thank god the window is faulty, and at the same time, I don't thank anyone for that. *Hint Pontianak

After dinner the same thing happened, Keeve forgot the key again so this time Churchill pryed the window open with a fork. LOL

Then Ralph stumbled upon this pissed off macaque staring at him. We call it
" THE DON'T LOOK AT ME MONKEY" .

Since there was no television, we played charades till 1am. Oh my god it was hilarious especially explaining Opera by Ralph

Me: What type of music is it?
*Ralph points at everyone*
Churchill: What type of genre!?
*Ralph points at Keeve's sleeping grandma*
Keeve: Opera!
*everyone LMFAO*
*Grandma wakes up*
And Churchill explaining " The American Gigolo".
It was wrong. I don't think I'll put any dialogue for that.

Couldn't sleep the entire night. The lights were flickering because of the old air-con and instead of relating it to science, I kept on thinking about Aaron Gumis' story about kakak punti and hantu tetek Adelina Lee. LOL The window tapping was obviously just the rain, but then since the Lodge was in the middle of NOWHERE a JUNGLE on an ISLAND, what would YOU have thought?!

Was super tired the next morning, like almost dead. I think I only got 3-4 hours of sleep. LOL My couch bed wasn't that comfortable either.

The next morning we had eggs sunny side up, oh and before that upon reaching the Lodge the other day, Keeve and Ralph broke the eggs. Yes both of them broke the eggs. Thankfully only 3 smashed. Thank you curry-kacangma-looking-food container thing!

We had so much wasted food left so doing the WRONG thing. Yes, feeding the monkeys instead of throwing the food to decompose away.

There was this greedy monkey who took all the toast and we were SHOCKED that the monkey removed the crust and soaked it in the water like mushroom soup! o.o
There was also another monkey who was pretty blur looking and dumb who just stood there digging for worms. LOL

Before leaving Keeve's dad was eating twisties inside the Lodge.

Then this SMALL baby monkey walked in and took the whole packet and ran out.

Keeve's grandma informed Keeve's dad and,

Keeve's dad: OUI SHOO.

LOL.

The road boat ride back to the jetty was really boring since we were moving with the waves. But then aiyah, I still got seasick , regardless.
Churchill and Keeve's grandma fell down in the boat when the boat sped off. Like, really fell of their seats. THE KOLIANZZ.

And then, another episode of Keeve's cute grandma!
Keeve's grandmother: What's your name ah? Church Chew ha? ( Lu eh mia si hamik ah? Oo chew eh. )
Me/Ralph: LOL!
Keeve: AH MA! His name is Church CHILL. Beh si ( Its not ) CHEW. LOL

Chew in hokkien , if I'm not mistaken is something like sauce or wine. o.o
Check out this log Churchill stumbled upon during the trek, mother nature surely is pissed off at someone. LOL

This trip was awesome beyond your comprehension to me. I'm lucky to have met all of you guys.

LOVE YOU ALL BURADAHZ.

Chao.

First day of form 4

2011-01-03T16:36:00.002+08:00

Who knew being form 4 could be such a drag.

I arrived on the first day of school on the front table. Well, that's seemingly fine. Except for the other 4 people on the other half of the table. Blinded by the science lab's computer. Well that's fine.
How bad could it be?

But nooooo, there aren't enough classes, so whenever any form 3 class has Science, we're doomed out of the class , some irresponsible students who come in for science throw candy wrappers , move chairs about and leave rubbish on our table.

Some girl removed my chair and moved it to another table and didn't return it which left me pissed off looking for another chair. Which was a broken one. I recognize it as the stool that pinched/kiap/sepit-ed my butt in form 2.

Everyone in my class are really kiasu people, which is actually a compliment because for almost EVERY PERIOD, you have to grab a seat or else you'll have to end up at the back seat, 2 desks, 4 girls. I crossed my arms and did not even crack at a single joke the teacher made while everyone else was laughing, resulting her to question me a maths question when she saw me sulking and staring at her bluntly LOL, and I really couldn't answer it because I really did not know since she was a bit too fast. I am a very slow processor, if its something practical, I don't do very well at it so I'm taking add maths tuition starting tomorrow. Looking forward for the next add maths/maths lesson though.

Should'nt have left my school bag in the Science lab which is also supposed to be classroom. Huge mistake number 1.

Oh great, we have to carry our bags all the way to the 3rd floor then down again then afterwards up and then down again. Then a blackout during Biology when my bio teacher at that precise moment, wanted to show us a presentation on the computer.

My new Chemistry teacher seems pretty fun, we're moving to chapter 3 on the next lesson, which is on this Friday.

And on the first day of school, I don't expect myself to know what c10 H8 and Naphthalene is without reference. So hello Google and goodbye blog.

Things couldn't get any much better.

Goodbye 2010

2010-12-31T13:03:00.002+08:00

It looks like 2010 is coming to an end.

I can't believe its going to end in less than 11 hours as I'm typing this.
Its been a fairly dull year, compared to my earlier teenage years.

I don't think I met any new friends that were worthy of me treasuring. I feel so shallow but honestly saying that people you meet nowadays are not trustworthy enough.
Blame yourself if you have been back-stabbed before.

No one special.
Dull dull dull. I'll be looking forward to 2011. Though 2010 has been a tad bit memorable.

Alright new year resolutions
1. Study more.
2. Practice my guitar more.
3. Wash Furlina more often.
4. Improve the way I dress. No more lazy slacks?
5. Find another option to remove my eyebags instead of sleeping.
6. Stop hanging around with people who corrupt my mindset.
7. Be nicer to the juniors.
8. Improve my squash.
9. Be nicer to Keith and Kenny.
10. Straighten or rebond my hair. Its too thick. -_-

Superhuman? Nah

2010-12-28T13:06:00.004+08:00

Alright this is the LAMEST dream I have ever dreamt of in my life. I don't know why, but I tend to dream a lot about crap and this only recently happened when I was 13.

Last night I dreamt that my friends and I had superpowers.

I was in the same place again,this huge hotel that always appears in my dream. Even in the dream when I went to study in England. Wtf. But that time the view outside was just...an ocean. Stretching to nothingness.

This time it was a long wide field, more like heath. Similar to St Joseph's secondary field.

This time I was somehow quarantined in the school, waiting for food. AGC de ja vu?

Then suddenly Zacq Wong came in a kancil wtf? And brought me to KFC but then I ended up in Kenny rogers with Chicken chop.

Then suddenly when I was about to eat the food there was this earthquake.

Then on TV there was this emergency announcement, saying that the Manhattan bridge is collapsing due to some supervillian, it didn't state but I assume Spiderman had something to do with it. LOL

Then everyone flew off and ignored me. EVEN MY GRANDMA HAD SUPERPOWERS, SHE COULD FLY LMAO.

Then there my sister and I was, in a crowded evacuation area in a random mall. Then we discovered that our powers was

NOTICING FART BEFORE SOMEONE FARTS. FAIL RIGHT? LOL

Then everyone starting laughing at us so I ran to a pond. Then my uncle was there too. -_- Tried to cheer me up but it made me more depressed that he could conjure bubbles out from water and had psychic powers.

Jasmine Lim could control the element of fire while Serene Kho had some cheetah powers wtf.

Then I woke up. LOL

Ending of Frustration

2010-12-24T13:21:00.004+08:00

2 days ago, I slept quite late, thinking of the worse.
I even dreamt that my mother passed me the slip and couldn't find any A's on it.
So then I was running around crying in my dream because I didn't even get any A's.

The next morning was hectic. Not around me, suppose so you could say mentally hectic. My definition of fear: A time when you feel like screaming and sometimes stfu-ing. Most of the time you experience constipation followed by a pinch of anxiety and excitement.

So there I was sitting in the car reading The Star trying to stay calm avoiding from crapping on the car seat. Then a phone call from Keeve.
" I GOT STRAIGHT A's! AHOHOH! STRAIGHT A'S! ZOMG! ZOMG!"

WTF?

No offence meant, but that was so shocking for me to listen to.

When I reached the school I immediately dashed out from the car into the school hall, was the first person to collect my slip in my class.

The first slip I saw had 5A 2B's on it.

I was like, well okay, that's exactly according to my prediction. Then suddenly, she flipped to my name in the middle and said congratulations.

I was shocked to hell, it wasn't anything so special according to othe

rs.

Finally, I got the paper.

I read it from bottom to top

KHB-Perdagangan dan Keusahawaanan - A

Geografi-A

Sejarah-A

Mathematics-A

Science-A

Bahasa Ingerris-A

Bahasa Malaysia-B

I started screaming and crying like an incoherent mad pig and welcomed hugs!

Fun fact: I never hug anyone, unless its from Charmaine ,Zack and Aina! 8D Cos they're soooo hug-able.

Anyway, I never felt so happy ever, to see 6A's 1B. Most of the 3a1's received the same shock, but however for the most of them, B is like a pimple on a flawless face but I think its awesome enough for me. Kinda la, kinda.

Oh, off track. CHRISTMAS

My Christmas was the same as last years, but less joyful. I didn't really receive any spirit like last year's.

What I really wish was back in December 2009. The time when I was enchanted to meet you.

Last December.

This December.

Sorry lah, its really hard to convince yourself when your willpower is not as strong as Chuck Norris.

Got an iPod nano from my uncle, too memalukan to say that I haven't used the other one that I got in June. LOL Also got a book from my aunt that I apparently, already have.

Anyway Merry Christmas.

Annual Gathering Camp ( Red Crescent ) 2010

2010-12-19T14:52:00.012+08:00

Thou hast been warned. Extremely long post relative to legendary awesomeness.

This has been my SECOND Annual Gathering Camp throughout my Red Crescent years!\
My group was named " Blue Ants". God knows why.
Led by Irenaeus! The members,
Ashleigh aka the Hulk, Rachel/Liannie/, Sean , Sharon , Darren, Esther and Anselm.

This year, there were only 5 groups, unlike the last AGC, I beleive the other AGC had 8 groups or was it 9. o.o

There were the Purple Dinosaur, Firework, Pretty Boys and Pretty Girls, Unlimited Bang and us, Blue Ants.

D: The cooking was great this year, since we had an awesome chef, Esther. Best fried rice I've ever tasted.

1st day

I was told Save and Rescue ( Save fake dying causalities after an 'accident' )was on that day but I didn't know there was a fire drill going on after that.
Hid my slippers underneath my mattress and the committees didn't even steal it. HEHEHEH suckers. 8D This year, there weren't any careless girls who slept without their undergarments.

Oh, the marks were very disappointing. Even though we got highest for SAR. It was really shocking, because our group had 2 people less compared to other groups. I believe it was due to the sleepy people after the fire drill. The whole thing ended at 3.30pm. By the time we got to our beds it was already 4am.

2nd day

This is where the backache starts. Girls woke up at 6am I think, I wasn't aware of the time since I was so freaking tired. Then we had this 'morning warm up session' led by Bryan Lim. No one knows where he gets his energy when everyone else feels like crap in the morning. Sam and I think he stores dragons and eat them. After this warm up session we were led to the Auditorium. Oh, and the horror begins! We were the first group!

First destination -> Find Irenaeus.
Second destination -> Amphitheater near Reservoir Park
Third destination -> Star Cineplex

LOL. We used this secret lift not from the back, since we couldn't get into the other lift the other groups went through because parts of the building was locked since we were the first group. -_-
Had to go through 4 doors before going into that particular lift.

Fourth destination -> Waterfront

FAIL. We walked in the wrong direction and when Esther saw Ai Chuen's head we made it. LOL
Ambik gambar ngan dua orang polis! Couldn't find any tourists! Too early in the morning! ):

Fifth destination-> Tun Jugah, popular bookstore
One member had to find a book entitled, 24 steps to heaven hidden in the bookstore.

Sixth destination-> Padang Merdeka

Had to find a small strip of purple paper hidden somewhere in the huge field.
And the field was.
HUGER THAN YOUR ASS UH-HUH.
Chun chun at the moment when Sean's slipper broke off, his dad turned to the junction where we were standing. LOL COINCIDENCE MUCH.

Seventh destination-> The bridge connection to the 2 museums.
Tepi tepi tepi, tepi depan belakang, tepi depan, tepi depan , tepi depan, belakang! LOL
Hosted by dandut joget whatever traditional dancing pro Rahzaq. LOL

Eigth destination -> Fountain in front of Hopoh
More like a writing quiz.

Ninth destination -> Kopi O' Korner near St Jo
Had to eat a plate of rice with Kicap, tomato sauce and chilli sauce.
LOL FUNNILY, everyone except me liked it! The whole plate was gone in less than a minute.

Final destination ( LOL ) -> St Joseph's Auditorium
We are group number one. 8D Yey. LOL

after that we had our cooking competition.
We made a GREAT excuse why Fish and Chips were royal. LOL
Anselm: Nowadays Malaysia is getting poorer, therefore the King's food budget is low. So this is what Kings succumb to in 2010.
Esther: Oh, we always have western in our royal restaurant on Fridays.

Esther's excuse pulled off well. LOL
Our soup got cold so it failed. Nah, most of the groups cooked pasta and it failed as well. I don't blame all the carbs that got hard. The first group's sushi got hard too.

after the cleaning up , we had this...what was it called? Barterman hunt? At night.
We started at 8.30pm.

Ended at 11 or was it 10pm. NIGEL ROY. WTF. I swore we chased him for more than 2 hours. Ashleigh grabbed him at Mill hill and we finally got him. OMG. The Purple Dinosaurs lagged because of claimed hijack. @_@ Still couldn't find Nigel after 11.30 or was it 12am. Haiyah, too tired to think of the time. LOL

3rd Day
The next day, we couldn't even walk straight anymore. We were limping like zombies after an attack.
No one could run during the warm up session. Like I said, no one eats dragon meat for breakfast except for the host, Bryan.
Slept on the table, we didn't have any water since Cikgu Johnny took our kettle. It didn't matter since Firework had tons of water left, so I used it for my maggi mee. LOL

After breakfast, the obstacle course launched. Our first task was the monkey bars task. Omg wtf. The rust is epically injurious. After a few tries, My skin peeled off on my left hand. Mag had it worse, both of the palm of her hands ...the skin. omg. ._. She also fell off the staircase during the fire drill, before SAR but she still went into the mud game and commando crawl. LOL New found respect for Ashleigh.

We were dead tired after the whole thing, so I went back to my dorm to get some sleep, just to be awakened that a certain girl muddied up a cubicle. I hope that girl's guilty for ruining my sleep and Yvonne's pants.

Everyone was so bloody tired that we were way behind schedule. Had a quiz bee!
God knows anything about Rave Master and Persona! David James is sure a huge fan of classical music and Shounen Anime.

After that we had H-five. We had the St Joseph field to cover up with paint! I mean, with high fives. My opinion, One of my favourites out of the whole camp. Our group leader was so freaking fast and slick, seriously. LOL I think he only got caught 3 times.

After that I went to dinner because of my grandmother's birthday! Happy Birthday Popo! :D
Had a GODLY dinner after inadequacy of food for 3 days. o.o lapar dong.

I wasn't back in time for the sketch but the performance yes. OMFG, I sucked. I sounded something like an extremely retarded female version of Daughtry/Nickelback.
Most of the groups danced along to Korean hits!

My personal favourite! (: Thank you Douglas for teaching me some moves. XD

Mag, Jasmine, Marie and I went mad, like crazy freaks. LOL we were the last girls to stop dancing.
After that we danced the whole night long, well...technically not the whole night long. We stopped at 3am.

After that I went to that flag pole place gathering up to listen to Gumis' ghost stories. The biology fetus and baby steps story was the freakiest. ._.

The reason why he was wearing a sarong is pretty amusing because he was the only one to do so. KAKAK PUNTI FTW. Stayed up the whole night listening to lame jokes from Peter Adap, Aaron Gumis, Samuel Ng, Jasmine Empiang, Anselm Adrian, Roffina Rane, Samantha Rundi, Law Kim Yong, My sister, Rahzaq and a few others, did I miss anyone? LOL

Saw a burning satellite around 4am, Marie and I were like...sakai. ._.

Slept at 6am and woke up like a dead bug at 8pm. LOL Slept on Peter's sleeping bag after Jasmine and Charmaine left his bed for a better headrest and anti-mosquito zone.

I think the lamest question I ( we ) had to answer to was
Guy: How do you girls camwhore ah! Susah lah!
Girls: Timer la.
Guy: Oh.
Girls: Noob. LOL

So tired of people calling me Kimberly and telling me I look like her twin! Its because we're related la. ): Don't have to ask again kudasai. LOL

And finally we gathered up. Best group went to my group, the Blue Ants!! ZOMG!! UNDERDOG MUCH. o.o I don't think we had any idea that we were going to win. Wtf

Best female participant went to Maggeh Tan I mean Magducklene. :o LOL
It figures! No one had that much spirit even if they had injuries at every part on their body.

Left with an extremely heavy heart, gonna miss every single one of you! Seriously!
Those who didn't know how AGC 2008 was like, check out my old blog.

AGC 2010!

gtfo

2010-12-15T15:13:00.001+08:00

Never have been so pissed off at people in my entire life.

You got me suicidal, baby.

2010-12-13T11:13:00.003+08:00

Supposedly those who are facebook addicts should know about this buzz already.
The Alviss Kong case. To those who are unclear about it, the whole thing is concerning a young man from Malaysia who committed suicide after being rejected by his ex-girlfriend 5 times after their relationship failed. They were together for a duration of 4 months.

He's even in the front page of a Chinese newspaper!

It all started with a posting of a facebook message, stating a ' countdown '. Yes, and you guessed it, he took his own life after jumping off the 14th floor of a building and landed on a car. He was pronounced dead at 9am after the ordeal.

What is your thoughts after reading this? Is he a hero?Did he touch your heart? Do you think he is a true romantic?
He is NO hero of so called true love, suicide is NEVER a bloody option when something goes wrong.

Coming from me, if I knew this guy I would have nothing but sympathy for him. Maybe if I were a part of his family, maybe remorse and a pinch of hate.

There was probably a good reason why your 'girlfriend' did not want you, you could've tried harder to move on, you had so many decades of life left! Imagine how many other girls you could've dated!

Now by committing suicide, you are not giving impact on yourself but the community that surrounds you instead.He is NO hero of so called true love, suicide is NEVER a bloody option when something goes wrong. See how many random people are making a ruckus about this suicide, see how many people you have hurt because of this.
See how many people bothered to give attention to you.

Wait, you can't see that. You're already a goner.

And you just wasted your life just like that, you could've gotten some help. You are young, just emerged from your teenage life, you were only 22!

This is one great reason why I detest quotes like " forever and always" or "I'll love you till' the day I die" or "I'd die for you baby. " when people are only at a certain dating point.
-.- I beleive these quotes are only legitimate if you're engaged or married.

Screw Romeo and Juliet, screw Shakespeare. Romeo was an ass for poisoning himself, he should've dated other chicks. Moron, if your servant just told you your cat died but he actually got sold off you also go buy coffin for it la? Juliet is not the only chick in your life, to hell with you! Juliet, you are a deluded chick why stab yourself when you were such a fine woman wtf.

That is some jerked up exaggeration, sorry I'm just too pissed off.

Furlina Ong's dilemma

2010-12-12T22:06:00.003+08:00

Photos! My baby doggie needs grooming! Look at her poor sad face, wallowing in self pity because of matted fur! ): Nah, who am I kidding animals love stench! When they're freaking smelly its like " Hell yeah I smell like Calvin Klein cologne!" for them. Calvinism ftw. Except my dog isn't a tiger.

Met this awesome random cat that gives the ._o look to people during my mother's birthday party at the Heritage. That place is super epically full of customers and people celebrating their birthday, that they put on the birthday song inside their restaurant. I swear, I heard about more than 5 people celebrating their birthday today at their restaurant.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Ugh I dislike this smiley but it looks so joyous so -

=D

The Social Network

2010-12-09T17:09:00.000+08:00

In actual fact I watched this already long time ago. Going to write a lil' something something on it.

Just because Rotten Tomatoes gave it at 96% fresh rating doesn't mean I'm just going along with it. It was boring. Disappointing, I thought it was going to be something like Angel's and Demons. Screw Social Network's trailer, it was convincing enough. Lesson 1, never judge movies by their covers.

I got the concept, the movie is basically how the creator Mark Zuckerberg got Facebook running up and about and how much shit he had to go through because of Facebook. After watching the movie I didn't think that Facebook was that trivial and simple as I thought. No, Friendster still isn't an exception. :D LOL but I still, I did not like it since it was just dialogue continuously till' the end.

Screw the trailer for making me hyped. Never judge a movie by its trailers. I watched the whole movie from the beginning to the end. Recommended for people into intellectual stuff.

As for action movie ravers,this will totally not satisfy your appetite at all.

Predicted reactions from my family members if they ever do decide to watch it.
Father's reaction: Good movie, best movie of the year.
Mother's reaction: *Explains movie well*Boring la! Watch something else next time!
Keith: I didn't bother to watch. I was reading.
Kenny: DON'T WANT!!!
Kevin: .....
Kimberly: Only for the bijak pandai people to watch. Boring la.
Grandfather: What is this! What is Facebook? Who is this man! Zoo ken berg? Ha??!
Grandmother: I cannot hear! Cannot see! Movie too dark! Only can watch Shrek!

going to Damai Puri on Friday with my unlucky left hand. *sigh*

Cut by Glass

2010-12-07T17:18:00.003+08:00

Wow, is it me or am I unlucky this holiday? 2010 has done wonders for myself, positively and negatively. After curing from Stomach Flu I got cut by a glass bottle full of red wine.
No, this post will not include any crap like " Ooo, I tried to drink and failed then I got cut haha!"
I did not drink, instead I was frying french toast. I reached out for the cooking oil, and some smart humanoid put the glass bottle full of red wine used for cooking meat next to the huge 5kg bottle of cooking oil. With my left hand, I reached out to grabbed the bottle when it tipped over but it was too late.

Here's a wonderful picture of my art skills on MS paint of my left hand. LOL I'm kidding. Enjoy the crappy picture below with MS paint. I used to be better with MS paint when I was 12, everyday drawing nonsense. Got sample below there for you to see. LOL The cuts illustrated below. Went to the doctor last night to get my finger stitched but I bandanged it instead. A whopping RM15 just for the bandaging. Wth.

Stomach Flu

2010-12-01T11:02:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging that much in November. Today's December already.
Alright, updates. I was watching Rapunzel last Sunday night and I started to feel quite dizzy. I thought I was just dizzy because it was 12am. The next morning, at 3.30am my sister vomited and after that I did too. Wtf. Its like we both got infected at the same time.

In the morning I was puking like hell. I've never felt so ill in my entire life. Even ONE sip of water could give me a massive headache. My mom fed me with 100 plus since we didn't have any Oral Rehydration Salts in the house anymore. I think it was effective since it does the same thing as ORS but just with Co2. And it still didn't work. Kokomade, I puked more than 20 times. MORE THAN 20 TIMES.

Went to the doctor the next day and he prescribed me with some Gastric medicine that's white in colour and tastes like toothpaste. Painkillers. 6 tablets a day. wtf.

I still got a huge blardy headache now and in no mood to write anymore further so the end.

MEGAMIND

2010-11-26T11:31:00.003+08:00

I haven't been updating much lately! Millie's going to Italy soon and I have to find someone else's place to crash. *cough*

So yesterday I went to watch Megamind with my sister and younger brother. I thought it was insanely cute flirtatious and hilarious. Some of the phrases were quite dry but then Dreamwork's pictures manage to fit in more than a thousand words.

There was some mad man sitting on the top of the cinema bursting out laughing ever 3 minutes like " HUAHUAHUAHUA." Wth? LOL

Trailer to satisfy your curiosity.

MBO is really scary after 11 pm, seriously. I left at 11.30 and I sat outside Kbox singing to blaring music out of other people's box. I officially have no life.

Maybe the holiday made me more artistic?

Photos and nail art by me.

November update?

2010-11-18T18:21:00.004+08:00

Wow, its been a week since I wrote. Or was it this Sunday or last Sunday? :/

School ended - And just a second ago Etienne called me using Shannen's phone asking for lunch.

This sucks.

Oh, our school had some marriage thingy based on the races in my state.

Our class did the Iban race.
Millie and Stella ftw.

Went to KGS yesterday. Went squashing and swimming. And for the first time ever, tennis in a real court.

Result? Epic fail. LOL

And...recently I've been feeling very blank. Empty.

I don't feel sad. Happy. Excited. I don't feel anything. I feel very numb. I feel emo. LOL
I don't know , its like something is lost or went missing

I finally understand the meaning of 'rather feel hurt than nothing at all'. I thought it was some stupid emo crap people say to make people think you want attention, but seriously, who the heck wants to be labled as an attention whore?

I feel super anti-social.
I feel so not confident.

My vocab is shrinking.

Uh.

Whatever lah.

SSPCA visit 2010

2010-11-13T16:55:00.003+08:00

Went to SSPCA today morning. Ate egg. Put it in the microwave without knowing the hydrogen sulphide content. Poor microwave. Poor people who didn't know that egg smells like fart. Poor chickens.

Anyway, I went to SSPCA with Claire Tiong, Serene Kho, Jesslyn Kho, Becky Chin, Georgina Lee and Millicent Goh.

The trip is extremely saddening. When Millie got there she was greeted with 3 dead puppies about only a week old.( newborns ) Yes, it is saddening to think that people actually have the heart to dump their dogs there.

Seriously, curse all of you who only get dogs for ' fun ' because they're cute and dump them when they're older. Suck all of you.

The SSPCA was extremely busy for the past 4 hours when we were there. Non stop people buang their dogs there. I even saw this person who SACKED up their dog and blind folded it and then dumped it into the shelter. Imagine if I blind folded you and dumped you into an orphanage? And that orphanage happens to cremate you after a few days yea sure.

I am in a ridiculously bad mood right now.
Please please please someone go visit the SSPCA with a bag of rice some donation money, anything to help those poor pups and cats out.

There were really beautiful animals there, there was this cat with 2 eye colours! And a German shepherd wtfff. :D Her name's Jess! And the white puppies on the photo above are daschund mixes! They were so cute trying to shake hands with me but they couldn't sometimes cos' their legs were too short! LOL

Asides from the last day of school 2010, I'm gonna miss every one of you 3a2. And the form 5. D:

Sometimes

2010-11-08T00:44:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEH 8D

I just re-watched Bleach's memories of Nobody. Don't get turned off by the title.

Its about a story of a girl who's memories are etched in her. Whenever she thinks of a certain person or herself, its always different. She'll wake up at the riverbank, think of running into her father's arms. Then sometimes its the opposite, she thinks of another man who she thinks who is her father abusing her. Her fathers funeral? Her funeral? She's uncertain.

Added with a pint of Bleach.

Its a really touching movie with plentiful morals.

Sometimes you have to tell a lie just to make someone happy.
Sometimes you have to believe when no one wants to.
Sometimes you just fail. And succeed unknowingly.

Its doesn't happen everyday.

Just. Sometimes.

Rc Night 2010

2010-11-06T11:09:00.005+08:00

Edit: Without any connection to this post, Happy Birthday Jasmine and Rachel!

Had fun yesterday. EPIC WIN. It was better than clubbing, I assume. Not that I've ever been clubbing. ._.
Jasmine pulled my dress and then one of the straps fell off then later on her heel broke! AHHAHAHAHA LOL. Awesome karma.

It started off with some singing that was....Uh..
I have no comment on that.
Then OMG IRVIN was super unexpected. In school he's like the rajin prefect who just carries on his job only. Then suddenly all that mad break dancing? LOL I got so shocked I started laughing. o.o He had 2 other back men too. Brandon and...some other guy who did that awesome leap. LOL

Anyway the dancing was the best part of the night anyway. Besides that I owe Etienne lunch because he danced with Damien, who had happen to be a random person to him. LOL
AFROOO MANNN DAMIENNN ROFL

Besides that Shanenneh and some dude named Kelvin won Prom king and queen. Eurasian king and queens ftw. T______T

Using quotes in the wrong situation

2010-11-04T19:19:00.006+08:00

I detest people living under a certain set of rules known as quotes.

Nowadays Facebook and Tumblr etc have made youths today fall into the abyss of addiction. While in this long period of addiction, certain users are influenced with believable quotes.
Most of the time I find people using quotes in the wrong situation.

For example : Whenever you call someone stupid, you will end up stupid as well.

THAT IS STUPID.
Seriously, STUPID.

There is probably a reason that person was called stupid in the first place. That quote is just a lame comeback given by those refusing to think of a better comeback.
One thing I learned in life is that karma , in most of the times, doesn't hit those who are evil even though they sin worse than the devil.

In fact you could say , That person is just stupid because of ( *insert valid reason here* )

And this time you may probably get this from me
" This is some truthful crap you got there! "

Oh, this one irritates me the most, especially during exam periods.

" I am who I am and you can't change me!"

This particular person using the quote may sound positive, but what IF, it indeed happens to be a student who failed in their exam?
Firstly, What the hell is your problem by using a positive QUOTE to back up your life?
You're being ridiculous. Why? YOU are denying therefore refusing to charge back forward with a positive view! You can CHANGE for the better.

Who the heck wants to be stuck in a cage of denial, and that quote you brought out was SELF-INFLICTED. Its no ones fault but yours for failing an exam so don't use that bloody quote. I will skin you alive if I see you in person.

If you were born with a certain sexuality and physical shape that people hate, use those 2 words that you are able to say. You probably know what it is already.

Nextly , I was supposed to run on love quotes but the post would turn out endless so I would probably stop right here.

I know that a few people dislike me for being pessimistic.
No, in fact, I am just being realistic.
Sorry for killing your over-exceeding positivity because it was actually just a cover up.

Miao miao

2010-10-30T17:00:00.004+08:00

My grandparents cat died today.

We've had it since I was around 3-4 years old so it should be 10 or 11 this year.
We've had it before I moved to this house I'm staying in today. So I should be about 3 or 4 years when I had it. We had a white fluffy pedigree cat that my grandmother got from a friend of hers, free of chare. Alas my grandmother found it hard to take care of " Princess ".

So then she exchanged "Princess" for this little kitten that had no ' title ' at all.

We decided to give it a name, I named it " Sue " . Believe me, I didn't know of Sue Sylvester's existence back then and Rachel Berry should've been 12 years old.

But then it never really got it, like how dogs only respond to " Meow meow meow or tsk tsk tsk" sounds. Then again this is a cat we're talking about not a dog.
....
( ._.'')
....
My grandmother got fed up and just called it Miao-miao.

2 mornings ago at 8 something it was sleepy and it did meow back when my grandfather meowed at it.

At approximately 9.00am it laid down on the cold wet grass and meowed loudly and died.
Epic, I know but that's how it just happened to be. Its eyes went totally black, not how it is when its usually lazing around.

Goodbye Miao-miao. Thanks for being mean to Smoothie, the puppy we had years ago and to the other puppies that passed away before you.

You've been one hell of a cat eating mice around the house.

Kudos.

2000-30/10/10

I would've put up the photos we took yesterday at Damai and Pasir Pandak but some MOUSE nibbled the sides of the USB camera cable.

Why does everything has to sound so absurd in my life? ._.

28th October 2010

2010-10-28T18:57:00.005+08:00

Today at school was fun! Maybe it was just because of the FREE Frappucinos and Mojitos. Or it could be because of a good looking ginger Canadian.

Or the fact that GASOLIN Kho is actually Chinese; an amazement.

Went to Boulevard with Keeve and Claire today. Was pretty fun. Played Korean music on the jukebox and some random Malay woman ( as a description , don't be so short minded to think I despise Muslims because of this small matter ) got angry at us and stared at us for about a minute or so. But who actually bothers. She blared on some dandut music for 5 minutes on the Jukebox too. LOL

Keeve being the most childish person in the world, went to guardian and slopped on ' army' make up and ran amok screaming,

" I'M AN INDIAN WARRIOR , YOU DOGS!"

._. I am not involved in any way, I was just trying out what foundation was my skin tone colour. LOL

If you're wondering how bad is the ' crush ' of my classmates on him, there's proof at the bottom. xD Its that bad. HAHAHAHHAHA

A Tuesday with Karen

2010-10-26T12:29:00.004+08:00

Title is totally a "Tuesdays with Morrie" rip off.
My Mondays are becoming more desolate.
Heck, I miss my Tuesdays more.
I really miss my tuition and certain people I haven't seen in ages.
And big decisions, ugh. Sometimes I wish I wasn't even given this ' opportunity.'
I hate the fact that you are so perfect, maybe too perfect.

Have you ever felt something been pulled away from you even though its the for best, but then again, you despise it?

What am I going to do on the last day?

Goodbye, Farewell to you.

2010-10-24T22:04:00.003+08:00

I am finally getting a new phone. Technically not a new phone, since it belonged to my father. LOL
I can't believe that I'm going to part with this phone, after being with it for 5 years.

5 years, imagine that. My aunt used it for 2 years before passing it to me moreover. ._.

Its been there to witness deaths.
The departure of friends and acquaintances.
The welcoming of new people in life.
and captured moments that I will never forget.

Long talks with you on the phone. Your comments on my super mini keypad.
HELL WHY AM I SO DRAMATIC EVEN THOUGH ITS JUST A PHONE. T____T
My maid is leaving on Wednesday too. Damn this is heavy.

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Psycho

2010-10-23T08:17:00.002+08:00

Not a lot of people know that I like Independent ( Indie ) music a lot.

-_______- UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ARE YOU SERIOUS?
NO.

I HAD A DREAM.
About you.
And you hated it.

Nilamee

2010-10-19T14:36:00.003+08:00

My sketches in my school diary. I personally think they were some better ones in my form 2 diary but I fear its been dumped or have biodegraded already.

Today we had this ceramah on Program Nilam.

For those who don't know what's NILAM, I'll make a long story short.

Its just some system that advices Malaysian students to write down and record books they have read. Period.

There was a survey by the Edu department earlier on that asked " What's your favourite Television show? "

I wrote " How I met your Mother" without thinking it was an educational based survey.

I am so screwed.

Purrry

2010-10-17T08:54:00.005+08:00

Meet Mag's cat.
And Me.

I don't really like kitties because they just crap everywhere and leave fur that I'm allergic to.

But this really helps everything get better.

What am I thinking? Screw you for eating my lunch for more than 5 times! 8D

So now you all have to meet Brownie. 8D
The end.

Speaking of Kitties,
Meet Kate Hudson aka Katy Perry or maybe you know her as Kitty Purry. 8D

Then. Meet Katy Perry.

They're the same person. :D
I feel kind of sad to see her before and after. But it isn't my decision isn't it?

OOO OOO OO!
Look at the photo of the volvox I took during the Biotechnology talk on Friday! 8D

Hatred from my view

2010-10-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

I went to Millicent's house today with Yvonne and Claire to discuss about Choral speaking but somehow the day went by too quickly.
Got splinters but happy muscles.

How some people prefer not the be the middle man.
Directing from that sentence, I still, am risking myself , still playing with the glance of the referee's red card and the opponents glaring eyes.

I believe hate usually derives from both sides.

We have the hater and the innocent.

Or maybe there could be two haters?

Firstly, the manipulator is usually very influential in forms of language , style, and sometimes beauty. Fine, if you're a male for instance take this in a male form.
The person or I'd rather call the 'victim ' would be someone really opinionated, arrogant and bossy. Whatever all forms of negativity to cut a long story short.

These type of fights break out just because of THESE TWO simple reasons.

DISCOMFORT AND DISAGREEMENT.

There are certain people who will HATE you for how you look, even though its none of their business.
There are of people who will HATE you for being who you are. Especially in forms of RACE and SEXUALITY.
There are people who will HATE you for liking things/people they don't like.
There are people who will HATE you because of the untrue rumours that are TWISTED and played around by mouths.

However the case I am dealing with now, at this very moment is just pitiful.

Being in a girl's school with girls gives you no escape from GOSSIP and DRAMA.
There is always a wolf in sheep's clothing.
You can see it in their negative body language and dirty looks. Or maybe if you can't, I can see it piercing through their eyes. Whether its me they're scanning or another.

On my belief, hatred is usually stopped by conscience , other influences or either time. Nothing more, nothing less.

God, If I do ever take up debating or public speaking, I'd be a huge mess.

Post PMR

2010-10-12T17:40:00.004+08:00

So the second picture shows the bag I got from Singapore. The lady who I bought it from claimed it was from Japan.
"kawaii-desu-ne no?" -__-

The third picture is the cat in my earlier posts, look below. Its neck got stuck on the railing and it peed on the windows.

The last photo is my huge boil by the ' nunanik ' insect.

I have so many things to do now.
And I thought this was going to a stress-free reality.

bleach 423

2010-10-06T19:43:00.003+08:00

OMG.

Read bleach 423.

OMG.

GIN. IS GONE? Well...at least he's not dead but. HE'S GONE? WTF. What a great way to dump women! Seriously!

AND ICHIGO. NO more powers?
WTF HOW CAN THEY LOCK AIZEN IN A CELL AND NOT KILL HIM!

THOSE MORONS!

HOW COULD KUBO DO SUCH A THING. T_T I THINK I'M GOING TO CRY.

For the sake of my BM and Geography paper, I think I'm gonna cry.

Peribahasa

2010-10-04T08:30:00.003+08:00

Good Schnitzelburg.

http://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peribahasa

Dumb FOUNDED!

Why didn't I find this earlier? ARGHHH.
Anyway, may it be of help for you tomorrow and maybe for future purposes.

And I also love how education is so paradox.
Extracted from Longman Eksesi PMR Bahasa Malaysia.

" Hadi ialah watak utama dalam novel Ekspedisi. Dia digambarkan memiliki perwartakan rajin, gigih dan berani. Sifat rajin Hadi terbukti dengan kegemarannya membantu ibunya di dapur seperti membasuh pinggan dan menyapu sampah. "

Translation.

"Hadi is the main character in the novel 'Expedition ' He is described as diligent, hard working and courageous. Hadi's hard working nature is proved when he showed favoritism in helping his mother in the kitchen like washing dishes and sweeping the trash."

God, I want that son.

CATCATCATCATOMGCAT

2010-10-02T23:34:00.004+08:00

SOME CAT SUDDENLY JUMPED THROUGH THE WINDOW AND THEN GOT CAUGHT IN THE internet and fan cables upstairs. LOL
EPIC FAIL.
I give you.
The Chronology of the EPIC BLACK CAT.
In Japanese,
Shipai Surru no Kuro neko. LOL

1. Cat jumps through fixed window railing
2. Cat freaks out at the sight of Kevin ( my older brother)
3. Cat tries to go out through the railing but runs through the curtain through the railing. Get it?
4. Cat attempts again second time. Epically fails. I stare at the cat.
5. Cat jumps downstairs.
6. Cat's neck gets stuck in the kitchen window railing.
7. Flashes camera at cat and the cat releases itself.
8. Cat falls down on ground.
9.I open the window wide enough for the cat to go out.
10. Cat refuses to go out. I take photo of the cat.
11. Realising it peed in the kitchen.
12. I carry the cat out.
13. My dog chases the cat.

THE END.

Wait.
...
It was the cat that I petted this afternoon. LOL

2010-09-29T18:26:00.004+08:00

Geez.

I'd rather not judge my capabilities before the exam. I mean, you keep on saying
" I don't think I can get 7A." when you have so much time left on your hands! That's till' TUESDAY.

That's a total of 5 days? And at least 12 hours of studying per day?
Stellar enough to cover at least an entire form?

Instead of telling others and whining, " I don't think I can make it! I was watching television last night! Or My sister was so noisy yesterday! "
sounds more of an excuse for being lazy. LOL
Anyway
GOOD LUCK form 3's!

I'm hoping a straight.
I mean, I'll be studying for a straight. Break period on internet's up.

And. Today marks the first day my hair 'gugurred' a grey hair after 3 years. Huzzah.

Sony make beleives. Get the pun?

2010-09-28T21:16:00.005+08:00

THE SONY CENTRE SHOP AT THE SPRING SHOPPING MALL, KUCHING, SARAWAK.
SONY CENTRE @ THE SPRING CENTRE 150 1ST FLOOR JALAN SIMPANG TIGA KUCHING

Please boycott that shop because if you don't it might trick you out of your money.

Just like how they tricked my father into paying for something that didn't arrive.

Anyway he purchased a Sony a380 camera from that shop. The other kit lens was not available as promised. They could've set the price cheaper, WITHOUT the other lens.

But no.
They CONNED my father into paying almost an extra Rm700, promising the other lens to arrive 2 months later. The date of purchase was 27th June 2010.

My father went there countless times for the past following months. The salesman working there said.

"Really ah? I don't remember selling any cameras."
Then my father took out the resit from his wallet as proof.

The salesman replied hurriedly,
" Oh. Never trust these promoters. "

Excuse me?

We bought this camera from your shop and then you say " never trust these promoters."?

The salesman said, "another 2 weeks then the shipment will arrive."

We went there another 2 weeks. The shipment DID NOT ARRIVE.
This time we were not close to furious yet.
They said we will call you in another 2 months. August?
NO. CALL.

So my father went there and they said
" Haha of course we would've called you if the shipment came in!"
We left.
I was already furious.

My father went continuous times throughout the entire month and even in September and the shipment amazingly went bluntly, " NO STOCK."
WOW.
That's AMAZING. Considering that the shop hardly has ANY customers.

Yesterday my father received a phone call. Finally.
BUT THEN.

This time they said they don't have any stock and they're going to give us 3 pairs of 33mm lens.

Its been a really long time since I used this word but
WHAT THE FUCK.

What is the use of 3 BLOODY lens of the SAME THING.when you only have one MOTHERFUCKING CAMERA.
STUPID BLOODY USELESS LAH!
IDIOTS.

When people purchase rice, they get rice. If you give them barley they will SPIT IT ON YOUR FACE because they asked for RICE.

What? You shrewd salesmen can't comprehend ancient China?
You redundant moronic nonsensical imbecilic half-baked stolid Sony salesmen!

Look at this! While venting my anger out I created a rainbow of hatred!

YOU FUCKING RIP OFF OUR MONEY AND CHEAT CUSTOMERS OUT OF THEIR MONEY. IMMA MAKE SURE YOU RIP OFFS CLOSE DOWN WHEN THIS IS SETTLED.

Some.

2010-09-27T18:23:00.005+08:00

I have a very intricate but languid mind.

And no one ever seems to get that especially those who know me as the joking clown or lazy idiot.

Some people who are very straightforward think I'm very convoluted and stupid; which aggravates certain situations to the extend I burst out flaming or the opposite.

I seriously thought you were understanding about my mentality, but apparently I've been deceived.

More weird ass dreams

2010-09-26T11:48:00.003+08:00

More bloody weird dreams.

._. Last night I watched Surrogates and there was a lot of shooting going on. Then I was texting a friend about Metal Slug. If you have no idea what's metal slug. Please die. 8D Resulting me+ my family in a weird dream. Then that article about ANOTHER crocodile hunter, who did NOT get killed by a crocodile, but died in a car crash. Not very cliche isn't it?
Anyway.
...
I dreamed that my entire family was trapped in this house full of crocodiles and we had to shoot all of them with a shotgun. My shotgun jammed after firing 3 shots. I got confused with the reload and the trigger. Then there was this roller coaster machine we had to sit on. WTF? Then my dad was outside the firing range. That was somehow related to my experience in Universal Studios Singapore when he didn't want to sit on the Wet Dinosaur Splash ride. LOL

Somehow the scene switched into my entire family squeezing into a yellow junker. I think the embarrassment I received in school really haunted me. You see, every day after school my grandfather will pick me up in an old BRIGHT BANANA YELLOW CAR.

It looks exactly like this.
You can imagine how much teasing my brothers and sisters get from this 30 year old car.

But who cares. :D Its older than your mom and it still works! LOL

._. Continuing on, the road was ... weird. One way streets became 2 way streets. The flow of traffic was mad. o.O -_-

This part had something to do with Magdalene and her weird stories in China, when the cars were crazy and kids just pooped on the ground in Shopping Complexes.

Then we were back at the shooting range again. -_- When my gun got stuck. Then across the crocodile danger areas my grandfather was siting idly in a LONGHOUSE watching television. My mother scolded my dad for letting his dad bail on us. wtf?

Suddenly the scene switched to me in a funeral parlour. Someone's son died of a car accident. This is very private so I'd rather not say how this part came about.
The son was Cory Monteith from Glee. WTF? I think I really watched too much television.

Saw some random guy crying outside the parlor, which happened to be the actor's dad. Cried in the dream, not in sleep.

Thank god it wasn't real. If it was I'd really be crying my ass off. LOL

No more junk food for me.

Glee season 2 , episode 1

2010-09-24T14:59:00.005+08:00

This season will make you hate Rachel so much till' you can't breathe.

:p This episode is about prejudice. Tomboys, bullies, cliques, racism, relationships, the usual gLee.

And the new guy is kinda cute. He looks like a Brad and Angelina crossover. LOL.

Anyway, his REAL name is Chord Overstreet. LOL?

Charice? Just click the play button already.

DId you just let go?

2010-09-21T18:55:00.004+08:00

Firstly. How do I answer this?
Roland I might need your assistance.

Bad mood. Must be the stress.

Okay fine lah. I feel slightly carefree. The last time I felt extremely stressed out was in form 2 when I had to pass everything up before the squash competition.
Whenever I stop and look into the white wall in front of me , the first thing I think about is friends I never see anymore.

People who I used to talk and now we just sit next to each other without muttering a word for an hour. Then we just leave solemnly without any eye contact at all.

The fouls I used to make, you'd just laugh about it,

When we freaked out when we all looked so awesome in SUB.

The times when I couldn't do my homework and you'd just help me with a giggle and a smile.

When you didn't care about boobs and pretty girls.

When we both played tennis and baseball and it would get stuck on pipes and gutters.

With all of you wiping and cleaning.

When she held my hand and we'd walk around the place.

When we laughed so much we couldn't eat.

Its just sad that we aren't the same anymore..

I'm glad I recovered one, but then.
I know its only temporary.

Happy Birthday. :)

Then I was likkeeee

2010-09-15T15:34:00.006+08:00

At first I was like holding this book.

Then I found the Maury show again after my short break.

After that I was like.

Then I was like

And finally after this video I was like.

Then this came along. So I got worse.

What a cursed generation we live in.

And.
MOHOHOHOH MY PHONE CREDIT HASN'T EXPIRED YET. Its supposed to be expired on the 14 of August but I can still send messages! 8D

No I'm not using any freebie promotion.

Most Awesome, legendary person award goes to

2010-09-12T16:24:00.003+08:00

THAT'S IT! NEIL PATRICK HARRIS! :D

Neil Patrick Harris is so awesome and gay. Literally.
Sorry Eleena I know you're gonna kill me but you'll be happy to know that I finished the poem sections! ^___^

I love you Neil Patrick Harris! LOL

LOLOL JESUS BUDDHA MANGA

2010-09-11T03:13:00.004+08:00

I THOUGHT THIS WAS SOME TYPE OF SICK JOKE.
I WAS WRONG. LOL

I found this in the blog I found the Emma review. Some people thought this was pretty controversial and insulting because of the use of 2 major religions ever recorded in human history. However, some people thought it was educational and even distributed them in a CATHOLIC school to show that " Jesus can live well with Buddha" and that proves that Buddhists and Christians can co-exist in peace.
LOL
I have no idea what to think of that.
Anyway, happy reading. If you dare. LOL

The reason why I made a new post is because Emma is just to awesome. 8D LOL

Emma ( Manga )

2010-09-11T02:30:00.004+08:00

In Singapore I didn't really buy any clothes. Instead I bought books like what I did on my previous holiday in Kuala Lumpur.

Instead of Bleach, I bought " Emma (Manga )" this time.
If you're wondering whether its based on the novel written by Jane Austen, it is 100% NOT. The movie and the Manga has about no similarity at all, except its Victorian themed and romance based.

Zomg this Manga was excellent. It was beautifully drawn! Especially the laces and the designs. It made me feel like I was in England when I read it. o.O
Ahh, and well its Chummy. But not to the extend of Twilight. LOL
Don't be fooled by the anime, it can't compare to the awesomeness of the manga. Seriously. ._. The anime squeezed in all the scenes from the manga which ended up in failure. LOL Well, maybe not failure but it was nothing compared to the manga. *harsh judgment otl LOL *

Its not like any other manga you've read, its EXACTLY like a novel except its in Manga form.
I recommend it to those who love to read Vintage novels or anything about England. @_@
For those who have no interest in English Culture at all, its best for you not to read it. With a lot unrecognizable words and deep British English, you'd probably have to buy a dictionary before you read it. * Thats what my grandma told me when I asked her about nobilities and certain adjectives* -___-

And its pg18 I THINK or was it Pg13. There is certain parts in the manga which bears nudity, but its only a few pages. -_- Don't really have to worry about that , ey.
Unless you read the sequel series. o.O There's half a chapter dedicated to *cough*. Good thing my version I bought doesn't include it. ^__^ LOL

But anyway most people just read it for the romance so read on beaches. 8D

READ.
Click here to read. LOL
I sound like those stupid annoying pop up ads, but anyhoo. 8D

Click here if you want a better review. LOL Geez, I'm discouraging my own review.